| I Will Overcome, Its over. |
| Friday, January 30, 2009 at 1/30/2009 06:07:00 PM |
I Will Overcome, Its The Only Way To Go On.Finally. Its sooooooo OVER. OVER. One year had passed, ive really enjoyed myself. And I understood what happened finally. Its no one's fault. No ones. Really.All she ever did wrong was. Doing NOTHING. NOTHING. Well really. After all that anger that makes me so badly with the urge to grab her hands and tell her off. But hey... All she ever even did was... ... NOTHING! Haiz... When Syara told me she seen them holding hands... after today the energy soul sapping project tat was sooooo SH***Y HUGE I was toooooo lost behind in my mind to understand the gravity of my words.... I was too fast to have said tat i missed the chance to confirm with my own eyes tat they are really REALLY together. And had even said i wanted to give him a punch. I really should NOT have said tat. Its their privacy and i should not be so kaypo... .... But the ... .. end results of just letting it go... ... nearly so veri nearly caused me MY LIFE. Coz.. ... U know... they brought me sooooo much stress... ...so Much Misery, So Much Pain.... Still .. ... All could be forgiven and forgotten. Forgiven.. ... Its High Time I shall pour out all the problems here and move on next year with a lighter and cleaner heart.The First time i met her... ... I should have known, should have taken extreme precaution when around her... ...nvm.. a lesson learned shall never be forgotten.Thank goodness i didnt worked with her in the first sem. the problems had long since started in first sem. The ITH project. The PAM and TXP project. Lastly... The DGA PROJECT. Where All 'Once a upon a time' Stories always starts... With a DRAMATIC Scene... She Swepts Into the room. Her eyes darting quickly around, searching for the PREY... Which she knew eventually she, the ever poisionous Black Widow shall capture. Finally after a a search and destroy (discard for her) she 'LOCKED ON TARGET' Mode turned on. She saunters to him. Batt a few long eyelashes. and yupp. She got him. The preys gotten onto her web. And wad the balck window wats, waht the black widow gets! Oh! Wad a match made in HEAVEN! one is so full of male egoism the other too overflowing with female sex appeal. Well i really couldnt care much about it if they hadnt bother to hide it and then. As If I WANT TO SNATCH HIM AWAY FROM U SIA! KNS AR! APPLE PIE! MC NUGGETS!!!!! U dare to come OVER to my group and then show him wad ever drawing i dun care how much u wanna draw! Hes in my group And he shall discuss the problems the stuff his ideas with US! Not U!! U! Pls RMB am in another group!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so wanted to scream! Well.. Still we are classmates.. and we still had got a long way to go... and its just a small trival problem of her presenting ideas to him. Tats all right?? So WRONG How DUmb i was, man... Thinking back... I wanna puke mcflurry at myself. I should have just tell it in their face together. 'Hi, i mean its nice of u to come over and help out by giving us so many wonderful ideas., like.. THE WOMEAN SHAPED THINGY WID A HAT! U BELONGS TO ANOTHER GROUP<>Well I dunno wadever holds me back... Anyway... Its OVER. It almost caused me MY LIFE and added a few more white hairs that was to come. The project was super lousy and i only gotten a lousy B grade for DGA cause saiful said tat why didnt we used something more tropical and easier to get and grow in singapore? Have we ever thought about the cost?GAWD ... ... SO LAU KUI!!!!!! And it was only ONE Project.. 她就已经搞得鸡犬不宁。 我理想的学院身活就被她给毁了。Tats... part 1 of my story with her in my short year 1 poly life... to be continue... ...
to the sleepless nights...
