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Its all just Facts

Friday, January 30, 2009 at 1/30/2009 10:36:00 PM

Regarding the previous post... Please understand that i do not have anything against her. Or i am even pointing my finger to her, im just stating the Facts. Im not angry with her nor am i bothered by her.

Im just sad, disappointed, low. Not because she didnt do anything or even try to help, but because shes prsctically not there its like considered my own work and the powerpoint is terrible is because of my ability. It turns out good or terrible is because of my own's ability, my working skills and not because she didnt help out. Ok ya so what if she didnt help out? If i cant do it i dont think she could either. Therefore I am feeling sad because im juz disappointed in myself. Shes 'innocent' really.

她没错，真的没错。因为她根本什么也没做。

人缘这东西，也只能看天。遇到好的，也只能算你运气好。

不好的，也只能算你倒霉。

这就教我，人世险恶。


她没错， 真的没错。因为她根本什么也没做。

我心灵交瘁， 身心疲惫， 何来知己与我醉。

我已快崩溃，也只能笑着面对。

再次的在心灵深处，找出勇气，勇敢面对。


I Will Overcome, Its the only way to carry on.
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Oh, time has passed you by
All thats done is forgiven
I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away
You are running away
Let me tell u this, you are forgiven, for you are innocent.
But, dont let this innocent be the end of your innocence
All thats done's forgiven

I Will Overcome, Its over.

at 1/30/2009 06:07:00 PM

I Will Overcome, Its The Only Way To Go On.
Finally. Its sooooooo OVER. OVER. One year had passed, ive really enjoyed myself. And I understood what happened finally. Its no one's fault. No ones.

Really.

All she ever did wrong was. Doing NOTHING. NOTHING. Well really. After all that anger that makes me so badly with the urge to grab her hands and tell her off. But hey... All she ever even did was... ... NOTHING! Haiz... When Syara told me she seen them holding hands... after today the energy soul sapping project tat was sooooo SH***Y HUGE I was toooooo lost behind in my mind to understand the gravity of my words.... I was too fast to have said tat i missed the chance to confirm with my own eyes tat they are really REALLY together. And had even said i wanted to give him a punch. I really should NOT have said tat. Its their privacy and i should not be so kaypo... .... But the ... .. end results of just letting it go... ... nearly so veri nearly caused me MY LIFE.

Coz.. ... U know... they brought me sooooo much stress... ...so Much Misery, So Much Pain.... Still .. ... All could be forgiven and forgotten. Forgiven.. ...


Its High Time I shall pour out all the problems here and move on next year with a lighter and cleaner heart.


The First time i met her... ...
I should have known, should have taken extreme precaution when around her... ...
nvm.. a lesson learned shall never be forgotten.

Thank goodness i didnt worked with her in the first sem. the problems had long since started in first sem. The ITH project. The PAM and TXP project. Lastly... The DGA PROJECT. Where All 'Once a upon a time' Stories always starts... With a DRAMATIC Scene...

She Swepts Into the room. Her eyes darting quickly around, searching for the PREY... Which she knew eventually she, the ever poisionous Black Widow shall capture. Finally after a a search and destroy (discard for her) she 'LOCKED ON TARGET' Mode turned on. She saunters to him. Batt a few long eyelashes. and yupp. She got him. The preys gotten onto her web. And wad the balck window wats, waht the black widow gets!

Oh! Wad a match made in HEAVEN! one is so full of male egoism the other too overflowing with female sex appeal. Well i really couldnt care much about it if they hadnt bother to hide it and then. As If I WANT TO SNATCH HIM AWAY FROM U SIA! KNS AR! APPLE PIE! MC NUGGETS!!!!!
U dare to come OVER to my group and then show him wad ever drawing i dun care how much u wanna draw! Hes in my group And he shall discuss the problems the stuff his ideas with US! Not U!! U! Pls RMB am in another group!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so wanted to scream!

Well.. Still we are classmates.. and we still had got a long way to go... and its just a small trival problem of her presenting ideas to him. Tats all right?? So WRONG How DUmb i was, man... Thinking back... I wanna puke mcflurry at myself. I should have just tell it in their face together. 'Hi, i mean its nice of u to come over and help out by giving us so many wonderful ideas., like.. THE WOMEAN SHAPED THINGY WID A HAT! U BELONGS TO ANOTHER GROUP<>
Well I dunno wadever holds me back... Anyway... Its OVER.

It almost caused me MY LIFE and added a few more white hairs that was to come.

The project was super lousy and i only gotten a lousy B grade for DGA cause saiful said tat why didnt we used something more tropical and easier to get and grow in singapore? Have we ever thought about the cost?
GAWD ... ... SO LAU KUI!!!!!!
And it was only ONE Project.. 她就已经搞得鸡犬不宁。 我理想的学院身活就被她给毁了。


Tats... part 1 of my story with her in my short year 1 poly life... to be continue... ...

Our Animal Class :D

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 at 1/21/2009 08:37:00 PM

Eh... isnt sara a bit toooo huge??


We Know who.. ..



Zhen An looks so cute

thursday class meeting

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 at 1/20/2009 04:47:00 PM

This Holiday has beeennn boring , lazy and tiring...

Thursday, January 1, 2009 at 1/01/2009 08:53:00 PM

this holiday has been boring, lazy and tiring.. ... yawn...

17th december lunch

at 1/01/2009 07:26:00 PM