秋の夢

VG

2010-04-29T23:12:00.003+08:00

I dunno what i'd gotten myself into until i gotten the sheet of paper that explains what my task is.

And this guy make me look and feel even smaller, we are total stranger, we dont even know the other existed in this whole wide world. =.= Im so SMALL.

We can;t even compare =.= .SMALL.

http://www.verticalgardenpatrickblanc.com/

Speechless Speechless

2010-03-24T10:33:00.003+08:00

How?
How?
How?

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night we were alone
You threw your arms up
Baby you gave up you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
with your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hairAnd your cigarette stained lies

Could we fixed you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy, you left me speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

And i'll never love again
Oh boy you left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me with your Johnny Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after after he's through
Theres gonne be no love left to rye

And I know its complicated
But i'm a loser in love, so baby
Raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you left me speechless
You left me speechless so speechless

And I'll never love again
Oh friend you left me speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

How Hooow X2

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all, could i give it all up for you

And after all the boys and the girls that we've been through
WOuld you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If i promise, boy to you

And i'll never talk again and I'll never love again
I;ll never write a song
Won't even sing a long
I'll never love again

Hooow?

So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy why you so speechless,
You left me speechless, so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose any girl but me
Why you so speechless Oh oh ohhhh~

-Lady Gaga-
-Speechless-

2010-03-08T20:09:00.003+08:00

这世界太险恶，人亦人之间的信任能给多少。

Going on a high

2010-02-18T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hahaha!!!! Go insane waiting

Go deeper go deeper Im going for the quest of immortality

Come on come on, lets go for a ride on yr lil bike

im talking bout the lil metal bike that got thin thin wheels...

It comes in every shade and colors~

if u like, you could even request for a lil basket to hold yr stuff

Come on come on, lets go for a ride on your lil bike, at the East Coast side!

2010-02-18T14:56:00.001+08:00

sael (asael) wrote,
@ 2010-02-12 23:46:00

Hibari weighed the box carefully in his hand, and then walked into the Vongola headquarters library. There Mukuro was, reading some priceless book, feet clad in ridiculous boots propped up on the table, a glass of some unidentifiable pink liquid (probably alcoholic) next to him despite the clear rules against drinks near the books.

With pinpoint accuracy, he lobbed the box right at Mukuro's head. Irritatingly, Mukuro caught it without even looking up from his book.

"What's this?" Mukuro said, peering at the box and then at Hibari. Not waiting for a response, he opened it. "Oh, Kyoya, you shouldn't have." He batted his eyelashes at Hibari in an utterly horrifying way, smiling a sweet smile that was all kinds of wrong. "Tsunayoshi will be so happy you're finally making an honest man of me. He was getting worried, you know, all this time and no ring... it's just not appropriate, us seeing each other without a chaperone like this. People talk, it's scandalous."

"Shut up," Hibari said, choosing to pretend he had heard none of that. Sawada's librarians would not be happy if he ended up destroying their prize collection, as satisfying as it would be to beat Mukuro to death with a dictionary.

Mukuro did not shut up. He was probably physically incapable of it. "I'm not sure about this, though. I was really hoping for a diamond. You know how much I love traditions."

That was blatantly untrue and also stupid, and so Hibari chose once again to ignore it. "It's a Mist ring. I don't want it."

Mukuro plucked the ring out of the box with long fingers, surveying it carefully. "It could be rather useful..." He smiled at Hibari, a more natural one this time (as much as any of Mukuro's smiles were natural). "Thank you, Kyoya."

"It's worthless to me," Hibari said, and before Mukuro could say anything else, he walked away.

With luck, it would be a long time before Mukuro remembered that Hibari could also use Mist rings.

Hahahaha!! So funny!!! I know it sounds really wrong.. but its just a ring that has got no meaning, dont look too much into it =.= I know..

2nd year, 2nd sem.

2010-01-10T14:29:00.005+08:00

Mann, the most UNGLAM pic xuan B ever taken.=.=

Big enough eyes?

Mango pudding!!!!
I'll Show Yoy PEAS!!! Mendel's lawwww

To my dear friends~

Hello and bye

2009-12-31T14:14:00.004+08:00

Hmmm Life has never been sweet. Its full of grey areas. Never been sunshine and warmth.

Cut off from the world for sometime is real good.

Well back to reality? more work and more worries.

Im not facing any at this moment. Dont come and disrupt my peace.

Close my eyes, close off my mind.

Sometimes, a bit of quiet is good for the health.

Face the shadow in the mirror.

Who are you?

Close off my eyes.

Hear the heart beating.

Mummy's still the best.

Time keeps on moving, we can only move forward.

Still we are victims of faith. Bound by the cruel reality. Only when Im laughing with you all was i ever free, and felt like i could breathe.

Dont... Dont ever forget me.. ...

うたかた

Utakata

These fragile scattered thoughts
Brilliant like a flower in full bloom
However, often we pass the seasons by
I'm sure you can hear my voice

If i had wings on my back
I would follow you
On the thread of my memory
And hold you once more

Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow

These fragile scattered thoughts
Brilliant like a flower in full bloom
However,often we pass the seasons by
I'm sure you can hear my voice

Meeting and parting
However, much we look back it's already washed away
By tears, and when
Will they flow so much i will drown
By thoughts of you

Desire pours down on you
At the end of our fate
If ever we met once more
I believe in these feelings i am singing of

Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
If ever we met once more
I would think of your tears

Time flows by
Remembering things from a distant past
On that day the stars
Sparkled more than anything
And i felt eternity

Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
If ever we met once more
I would think of your tears

the FYP arc

2009-12-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

Firstly... I hate myself. I Really hate myself for being such an STUPID ASS. ASS i am. Shoot me. This whole FYP just SUX.

RUBBISH

2009-12-03T17:57:00.003+08:00

RUBBISH.

I wonder why i take them at all. I have absolutely no need to take all this rubbish you all throw at me. Seriously. I don't need to take rubbish from guys who can't even take the topic about female having periods and wearing pads. PADS. Need me to spell them out for you? P.A.D.S. Its pronounced as Pa- ads, Pa- ads. One more time. Pa -ads.

RUBBISH.

DD im seriously irritated. 你问我，我有什么资格？

那你有什么？

How dare you question me like im worse than you? Who am i? your junior? Your maid?

You! Another Rubbish guy! 你让我的？

你如果想要为何不坐？

After all the votings then come and say this? You 'GAVE' it to me . Hahah =.=

Like im not qualified? Of course you will win, ppl like you more! I agree. You can take that place. But don't come and say this after eveything has been settled! . RUBBISH!

Another one..

We are doing this project together right?

I thought i found an interesting information.

Your reaction was the lousiest i've ever seen.

No thoughts was process through your brain before you made any reactions. Im telling you. Im seriously hurt.

If my information wasn't needed. Please just TELL me. Dont make that kind of expression. I know. You are better than me. Alright. But no need to show that kind of expression. I dont need it.

Im slow. I know sometimes too slow.

Dont think just because i dont say anything back means i take LITERALLY ANYTHING. IM NOT A RUBBISH DUMP! I DONT TAKE RUBBISH.

2009-11-28T13:15:00.004+08:00

They cannot blame chinese and they should not lower the weightage of chinese in any exams!

English and chinese are communication language! Therefore they both are important! You cannot say english is more important just because the western are the world largest economy market, China is the third. Its still a huge market. So you meant to say that your child should and will just stay and work in the europe market just because you think chinese does not play as important role as the chinese market?

So which means in my time, i fail english i failed everything. This is also unfair to me too. Chinese is deem useless and not important. But right now when the chinese market in rising and increasing, you say we must learn chinese, its important. So what will happen if one day in the near future, when Inda or Indonesia's market grows bigger? We should all start learning their language isnt it?

Language should be respected on equal terms, there should not be difference in treatment just as malay language plays as an important role for malays too.

2009-11-28T00:20:00.003+08:00

2009-11-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

有理性，没感情。

有感情，没理性。

要我没感情，我活不下去。

有理性，说我没感情。

做人真难。

没你们，我又活不下去。但你们，总以无心的话，伤了我的心。

无心的话，总让人心痛。你无心的脱口而出，那下一刹那。我只能硬者头皮对着你笑。

好羡慕她能对你那样喧嚷。但理性的我说不。感性的我发疯了吧。

谢谢你对我的关心。

我因该再换换对策了。

我不会输她，也不会输给你们。没理由输。

有时候，开出电邮箱。这么多朋友，但没一个是真心的吧。人真是矛盾。

你，我，都是自私的。

3 Hrs To Our Wonderland

2009-11-19T08:42:00.003+08:00

This this metallic stylish ATH EM 700 is a clip on, not too heavy, easy use while jogging.

But review shows that its mid range system isnt too good though it have loads of base. =.= Pity.

~Sovereign~ Cherry Wood

Made from Hokkaido special cherry tree.

Woody appearance but its still stylish eh?

Limited amount cost more than $700.

How am I gonna get one?

There's a clip on ver~ but this headphone ver is so much better .

Oh Keziaaa This Looks soo delicious~~ But soo EX.

This is WAR

2009-11-14T17:07:00.004+08:00

5 weeks of whirlwind kind of school?
The rush of magma flowing down towards me at the speed of 120k/hr?

Thats 2nd sem of my year 2 life at Ngee ann.

I confused. Im caught in the rush of evolution where my slow brain cannot keep up with the changing process. And slows down my body chemical signals center. Thus i m kinda lagging behind in alot of stuff compared to my calssmates.

Like a deer caught in the headlight while making a mad dash across the streets of singapore.
And like any dumb jungle deer. I hadnt learnt the lesson of pressing the palm size metal button that could be found on the traffic light.

I just dashed across. And i ended up with concussion, 3 broken rib caged, one broken leg and an broken arm. Oh, I kinda bruised my eye while flying a few meters away.

The hit and run driver?
I remember that car, the number plate is called 'Ngee Ann'.
The police caught that driver. He was drunk driving.
Oh the streets of singapore. So not safe.

I swore I must get that V-P. The reason why i made that mad dash across the road. and ended up with such injuries.
But i assure u. Im still alive. If i must even CRAWL to get that VP. I will CRAWL.
Even if halfway i might end up with lung failure or gangrene due to infection of wounds or the ribcage bones poking holes in my lungs. I WILL CRAWL THERE.

Just u watch . To players who likes to make my life miserable. Just You Watch, I will survive.

You can surely say, i still havent learnt my lesson yet , eh?
Coz a jungle deer has only got the brain of the size of rice.
Im not pea brain, Im RICE BRAIN.

时间

2009-10-20T19:59:00.005+08:00

平静

夜里

空虚

Dont rain on my parade

2009-10-10T14:25:00.005+08:00

Hellsing OST 2 -Ruins-
1. The World's Last Sagacious Period
2. Hidden Leaves Harmony
3. Sky Of God Master
4. Hatred Guy Of Sinfulness
5. Soul Rescuer
6. I.B.C.J. Siege Rope
7. Severe Gun Fight At The Hill Of Casualties
8. Soul Police Chapter's Reverse Side Circumstance
9. Primary Colored Suicide Bombing Love Song
10. Secret Karma Serenade
11. The Japanese Alphabet Road With Chinese Bellflower's Sweet Smell
12. Echoing Truth
13. Fabricated Background
14. Origin Reflection Rhythm Nation
15. Midnight Assassin
16. The World Without Logos (Dedicated To Malcolm X)
17. Gypsy Of Atonement
18. Good Bye Used World
19. From 666 To 777
20. Hemp Smoke Stings The Eyes
21. Aha, Springtime Of Life's Erotic Hell
22. Unexpected Incident

I like track 11 and 13.. kinda great... well.. 16 19 and 20 are great too :) Wonderful.

Tracklist:
Hellsing OST 1 -Raid-
1. Cool, The World Without Logos
2. Double-Crossed Fool
3. Musical Entertainment
4. Certain Victory Lotus Tune
5. An Offering To The Gods
6. Falling Into A Trap With A Sexy Lure
7. R&R With Saint Dracula
8. P.S. Lord Have Mercy On Me
9. Sea Of Chaos
10. Original Sin
11. Bodhisattva Cathedral
12. The Mask of the Priest and the Bell of the Chapel
13. Act of Demon or Work of God
14. Pure Death
15. Survival on the Street of Insincerity
16. Ambiguous Drum Of Grief
17. Requiem for the Living
18. Faulty Neurosis-Like Tune
19. If You're Going To War, Fight With Bows, Spears And Swords!
20. Shine(ending edit)

Hellsing ost is worth it.. :) Go on.. I know you wanna listen to it too :)

2009-09-28T10:06:00.002+08:00

All right, i didnt work hard enough. I didnt study french like i was suppose to like my ABC. Alright, u ask me to change to monday, i told my friend to shift, now u tell me u cant make it. Oopes, a call, an sms. It not gonna be alright. Oopes, i hesitated, and it cost me. 8am, i didnt get that time slot alright!

Oh mi GOSH

2009-09-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

Im being bored alright? its like 3 ++ am in the morning of.. 18th September...

Sitting in the middle of the road outside expo at 11++? Ever tried that? COOL!!

oH My tian.. Finally!!! FInally!!! I can have my blog up! no pics no font colors.. Oh gosh.. How miserable can my life be? Help me~~ I love putting up pics~ ~

I'm Out For Vacation!!

And ya.. Me marks? Worse than last sem, and i didnt work hard enough? Ya.. Thanks for the compliment.

too bland for life

2009-09-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh.. Whatever did i ate? I got stomach fluuu *cries* Well anyway.. nth much to talk bout cept.. exams finnally over.. I went for matsu .. got a very nice RED tee... and LEts see... i need more money.. and more Eclair!!! Gosh.. my mouth so bland =.= then oh ya.. JTC camp.. bought food for 55 ppl.. haha!! got a trolley fille up like a moutain.. well me bloggie stil like this.. cant uplaod.. then.. eh.. got a job.. for a week.. then after that stay over at me friends house.. then after that.. friday got to ce;lebrate me friend bdae.. well.. im kinda busy arent i? XD i need more MONEY!!!! they say we are not suppose to drink.. really i know its unhealthy too.. but i got this urge to drink ahh bad of me right? Wel.. keep me away from them man!!

Thats all for the uodates bout my life since holiday started in the 28th ~~ xP miss me!

2009-08-21T17:06:00.003+08:00

goshh.. blogger is soo.. messed up.. I came in the previous time... no color button.. Now i came in No color button no Font button... =.= LOL

Ok.. it wold be great for me to get a C and above for my biochem.. Information overload not good for brain digestion. And .. I went super high at mac.. made a crazy fool of myself. Lost almost 70% of my self control. Almost became an auntie in the market.. LOL and that is a really fattenning mac spicy. I will stick to my fish for now. Im fatter aleady.. with all that nutella.. =.= All Boon's fault. And mac spick>> Xuan's fault. LOL Well.. and hey... one more thing..

U grabb my wallet u look thru.. nvm.. U still dare to complain.. 为什么有人姓高的？ LOL Im one already in case u cant see? and u ask me? Ello? u brain fried after that paper? take my student pass and laugh at me picture.. Boys... and boys at their age.. CMI! just be thankful.. I havent lost all self control. =.= or chilli will fly!

2009-08-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Insanity... All in ones mind.. Mood swings..

I swing like a pendulum everyday.. I smile when i see you.. I became silent when i sat on the bus... You smile when you sees me... You became silent when You sat on the bus...
The silence.. silence that tears at your heart.. It tears at your soul... You scream, you bang, you jumped. you cursed.. You remained expressionless.

You've got to love that insanity.. the last grasp on reality...

My mood swings like a pendulum... It swings from one extreme to the next.
I smile when i see you. You smile when you see me.

Love that insanity, the last grasp on reality.

stupid me

2009-08-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

你永远不懂我的痛，我永远不懂你的痛。
你永远不懂我的悲，我永远不懂你的悲。
因为我们没有交叉线。

Curiosity kills the cat..
Humans will die one day due to their curiosity..
knowing that one day would never come, yet you still foolishly believed on..
Knowing that that had actually abandoned you.. yet you still cling on.
only to cover the hollowness in your heart..
Pale fingertip pressed against the sharp edge. Blood immediately gushed out from the fresh wound, coating the white with red.

The sharp edge of the razor glinted dangerously in the light of the room. It gleamed so white…so sharp that even the slightest force of pressure could draw out the reddest color from those soft fingertip that glided mindlessly along it.

Hurt because of lying and being lied to. Hurt because of lying to himself day after day…the same thing over and over. Just because there was no place in this world to really welcome him with open arms, for he was forever cursed to stay with nothing…but his own lies. Because the mist…the illusion…would lie to its creator as much as it was truthful in the untruth to believe.

Red against white. The agony, now all forgotten.

Lost in da head, all messed up

2009-08-04T14:08:00.004+08:00

We are all messed up, lost in the head. So messed up. JJ is gonna 改行as what dickson said.. he's doing gladys hair.. what with his 'ah lian' hairstyle. And ya.. maybe i need to change to. LOL must be all the negative miasma from all the 'big character'in my class.. Like Ken and JJ and the $*@* off with his mouth. Haiz.. I need to have a character make over. Lovely. Coz i dunno what other words to use it for. Hiaz.. I should smile more? Then they will sart saying I look retarded and that im smiling for nothing. =.= LOL why am i even caring? Lovely... Him and his mouth... and his lovely hands... He tore the tree off... Great.

Its a waste of my time arguing with them...

I wonder when he will ever learn.. and i wonder when i will just keep quiet again.. All of this are not really not of my concern.. Coz.. those guys and their dense head.. cant do any higher lvl of thinking.

humans are such retarded beings

2009-08-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

Really, i wonder why humans could be sooo retarded. I shall wash my mouth off him. I wonder why i even bothered. At first it was just feeling bad for him. Now.. lemme just keep quiet and ignore him. Let me just do that.

I should be doing AC... But.. As all lazy girls in the world would do.. and as u all can see.. Im not practising! So if u ever hear me complain bout how ugly myAC test turns out? Do scold me. Wake me up from this ugly illusion. :D

P.S Helps much appreciated.

Im sorry for all this.

2009-07-28T20:46:00.001+08:00

Although im a really stubborn girl in many ways more than one.. But ya.. This , is.. My fault. Really. Im like.. Sorry everybody!! Sorry D LF XB ZA. Im sorry how this turns out and Im really sad about it. I really didnt know how this will turn out. And I kinda am the main contributor to this mess and dragged ya all down. Im sorry!!!

Goshh this is awfull. I know ive been a total shit during the whole thing and yupp. haiz..

Sorry man.

Scoliosis

2009-07-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

Scoliosis are troublesome and UGLY and DUMB.

Stupid thing. to . get.

Check out the list of some famous people with scoliosis!

Sarah Michelle Gellar - Actress/Model
Janet Evans - Olympic Swimmer
Isabella Rossellini - Actress/Model
Alexandra Marinescu - Olympic Gymnast
Renee Russo - Actress/Model
Malanie Blatt - All Saints Star
Liza Minelli - Singer/Broadway actress
Isabella Rossellini - Actress/Model
Chloe Sevigny - Actress
Daryl Hannah - Actress

What causes scoliosis?

There are different types of scoliosis and different reasons that might cause your spine to curve. The most common type of scoliosis is called idiopathic scoliosis and has no known cause. The back just doesn't grow as straight as it should, and no one knows why. There are also other less common causes of scoliosis. Sometimes, the spine appears to be curved because of a difference in leg length. And rarely, some babies are born with spinal defects that cause the spine to grow unevenly. This last type of scoliosis is called congenital scoliosis.

12 oclock

2009-07-12T23:56:00.006+08:00

Its 12 O clock. Officially 13 july. onday. And I ahve 8 am class tml which means.. 5 o clock to wake up. Oh and its french tml. Haha!!! Eri and i were like comparing which is more difficult. French or GErman. Well ok.. after just comparing the basic numbers. .. .. Both were equally horrible. Coz we both sounds terribly weird pronouncing them. I sound like grunting and he sounds like mixing Singlish with german. :D then the topic moved on to his friend, a 16 yr old secondary 4 girl, still studying for Os... haha good luck to her.. Coz she wanted to get lesser than 15 for GPA. which.. .... I didnt get. For Obvious reasons. Then ya.. Id magine shes a avg height girl with long hair and big eyes.. Haha !! those sort that are kinda cute and boys will like. :) And i was correct. Shes kinda pretty... Totally dont look like a 16 yr old at all.. and then I Look back at myself during sec school...

Hmmm ... ... Hmmmm ... ... I look... ... Totally C.M.I. XD haha!!! Then I suddenly thought of Medusa story in primary school. Haaha!! turns ppl into stones. But Moi? Moi turns ppl into High Quality Marble Stones Kay? Medusa-in-training to upgrade her skills to turing ppl into diamonds instead .XD *sparkle* *SParkle*!!! then I can sell those uglier ones off.. Marble or diamonds are All expensives stones KAy!! Ok I really need to go off.. or i will fall asleep in french class and miss out on all those erm.. .. 'Language of Loveeeee' ^.^

Muacks!

Off I go to dreamland Paris~~ Oh and Im a Pro in French Kay? XD

Bonne Nuit!

Falling from grace

2009-07-12T00:09:00.003+08:00

You want me to blog... but whats the point when ppl still dont bother to reply to your post at all when you blog. and ya.. nothing changes. Life is a total mess. humans dont make it any better.

Shes lost inside. haha lost in da head.

I know yes im so totally self centered. Yes Totally. I need attention. Yes. Im in a dump. Yes. Im sinking and i cant get back up. Yes. I on the com and i totally forgets what i need to do. Yes. Im totally hopeless. Yes. Hate me. Yes. Hate me. Yes. HAte me.

Fizah looks soo preety on 11/7/09.

Let Me Go Crazyyyyyyy

2009-07-10T20:13:00.003+08:00

Never seen this many bugs before bahhhh :D

Mr saiful Glossy Rhino Beetle :D He's sooo cute.

This Moth is furry and bout as big as my whole palm. Imagine yr own palm.

HEs Da Best!

Og Goshhhhh............ Let Me Go Crazy Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I HAtye Thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. I need I need I neddd.................................. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhha I want to Cry I want to LAugh I want to Shout I want to Giggle I want to Play I want to Day dreammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Helppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

Ok....

Ok.. PPE class... BUGS!

Im not okay

2009-06-30T17:17:00.003+08:00

你的笑容是恩惠世界难得那麽美
於是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓寂寞却一直掉眼泪

人类除了擅长颓废

做什麽都不对 oh … i'm not okay

我假装无所谓才看不到心被拧碎

人在爱情里越残废

就会越多安慰无论(有)多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡

Monday Bluessss~

2009-06-29T20:00:00.008+08:00

Hi people!!! To those who read my blog, thanks for your support. Cause i just found that... Or a better word, Ive woke up from the sluggish blurry world ive been in for the past.. 6 months. Started since the last long holiday. The long and rotting days of doing totally nothing but eat sleep and rot.

School have once again start and im already up to my neck with projects. And thats only for 3 modules. What about mt bio chem, my PPE and my Plant maintanence? I don't know what put me into such a state of depression and self loath, low self esteem and such hate for the world and the humans on it, that i lost the smile Mandie mentioned.

(Might be due to all the stress the projects, the amount of information needed to be crammed in everyday, the test and the relationships problems. Most of all the power struggle fights in class.
In which I lost myself bit by bit, and slowly empty myself in heart and brain, going on an auto mode of self destruction. No smile, i lost hope. No passion for my course and knowledge. The sparkle in my eyes whnever i look into the mirrior. The energy i i practically poured out every morning in the first sem. The time where i would smile at all the sunshine i could spend in the sun, spurred by my love for nature and space. The wide open space. The countless hours working harder, learning and practicing spurred by the desire to know more and just because the subject itself is interesting. No... eye bags formed, i talked behind people. I fight with them, argue with my family members. power humgry. No smile. No laughter. Depression, no confidence and then comes the emptiness. A walking zombie that no info goes in, rubbish came out. An empty husk call a human.)

Im Sick of this behaviour.

Only after looking at the photos i took at the camp, the midnight-lose-my-head pic and the ones compared to when i took during the first year and sem...

I lost the bright cheery and happy-go-lucky infectious smile. I was quite known to smile a lot during secondary school days. Yes i know, people change, due to stress, work and the environment, not to mention Relationships are a total stress inducing factor. Totally. A 360 degree change is Possible.

I lost the motivation, the passion and the love for my work, friends,family and knowledge. Im a book worm. On msn, Azmi asked me.. 'What are you doing now?'
I replied.. ' reading'.

Yes, Im a bookworm and proud of it. But for the past 1 year and a half, Im ashamed. I had not touched more than 10 books in a year. When compared to my glorious days of the secondary school life, when we compete between our bookworm gang who have the fastest reading speed. Ah the highest record, Cheng boon, Eleanor, Michelle and me. All four of us read harry potter and the order of the pheonix in one day. Ahhh Sec 3... A book a day is normal. 3 books a day is no life.

Anyway, back to the topic. I may want to be a boy, i may want to stay 16 . But a fact is a fact. Sweet 16 are days gone by, and exciting 18.. ...is hell. Being 18 in Singapore, not fun not happy and not healthy. Its stressful, its tiring and most of all, BORING. Im a 2 months 18 yr old baby. And i found myself being older than my age. Brain overload, work overload, and health overload.

I read the recent friday 26 june my paper news. the writer was writing bout bagpacking in Munich. Where booze and the nightlife are sooo MUCH BETTER compared to S'pore. As in people just laugh, chat and drink beer with friends and laugh together. No need for polite and restrained conversations. Free. Relaxed and fun. The whole atmosphere was good. With musicians coming out to play their own music and to get people to buy thier own self made albums. People are friendly.
Next, was an article on a tour in Australia. The slower pace of Australia where time seems to stop and people spend time looking at sharks in an aquarium and sip coffee at the nearby cafe.the autor wrote that in casino, the people are gambling like playing chess. Slow and steady. All nice and gentleman manners when they win or lose. No losing of temper. But the autor also mentioned, that like all new things alike, the freshness is gone after 3 days. And 3 days of idylling doing nothing and just purely relaxing can take its toll too. An idle mind is the devil's playground. So Sad to say, my sad and overworked mind, body and soul. I'm certain Im not able to stay and live in such a slow pace after what acustomed to the way i live in S'pore.

And another article... Funny why suddenly I took up a newspaper in 3 week. And I found so many interesting articles. Well.. this is one about driving in s'pore. He says, driving in s'pore, one will need to have some courage and Kiasu-ness. or.. You can never make it out into the streets alive. Poeple in s'pore uses the car horns to show their anger and fustrations of drivers cutting into their lane and being too slow. etc etc... While in Cambodia and european countries, driving is a hobby, a leisure sport. People are much much polite than those in s'pore and willing to forgive and forget.

Well seeing the above mentioned. I can conclude that singaporean are much too self conscious. Too self absorbed and self centered. All over focus on work and achievements and money. though yes without all these you can't survive, but this world. Especially Singapore. We all need a lil fun, a time to relax and a smile for friends and family. A smile, thats consist of polite, manners and yet contain the basis of fun sunshine and love.

I need to find that smile. My friends, I love ya all. :) thanks for being here all the while. You know who you are, and i hope you all still remember the promises we made.

Ara ara... This actually took me 2 hrs to write, re edit and repost. On a nice lovely cool evening, where silence is golden and creativity is sparked. I let my locked up feeling flowed a little, and i love everybit about it. Well now, it not everyday u get me to write such a long and deep piece of work. Its a piece of work. :D

Hmmm picturesssss

2009-06-28T15:32:00.004+08:00

This is EPIC!!! Look! Don't they look like they came out of a drama that another couple will soon fly in and take their place beside the black shirt weiling and then the title will come in.. TADA!!! Definitely a drama.

Zhen an.. u look like u are blowing the pokka instead.

We can all squeeze into the butterss roots!

tried sucking up with TEN straws?? u need good helthy LUNGS.

They are my group de hor! haha!!! the camp was quite a success hor! just for get bout those unhappy stuffs laa.

Now don't say i didn't upload my own pictures ahhh. coz i not photogenic ma. =X

Hort camp?

2009-06-19T23:21:00.006+08:00

His Butt

My class!! my Lovable yet so Hateful Class!

the yr 1 sssssss Like they own the world

Thats Rowenna and Wilson~

bunny Yuting

Yay! Finally i capture Jeb jeb to take a pic with meee!though sadly.. a blurred~

Lifen and meeeeee

Haha!! i dunno who got this closed up of jeb jeb

My wonderful sunset view

Haha!! Wani my twin! They say we look alike, do we? :D

hmmm up close and personal with the singapore flag?
We were gawking at it like idiots who hadnt seen it before.

Im sure a bird could fly there and poop right into our gaping mouth.

Mt Faber and all its glory~

My uncooperative class, Kinda exhausting..

Now.. this is what i call 'Romantic'~
See how they are enjoying their time and the beautiful scenery?

:D
Camps bring out the wonders of friendships eh?

Try harder!!

On the move!

Hi Hi!!! Updates on my life~~ like a ripple on a stagnant pond..

My first time organizing it!! haha! hmm... Much effort! Much effort needed indeed. Well not a total disaster but neither a total success. :D Anyway~~ Lets just focus on the happier and brighter part kay? :) oh.. a sad thing that i didnt took any pics of the guys at the LOFT... LOL it looks like a ... ... erm... not a suitable place for a girl to stay overnight laa haha!! that apartment look horrendous at night! XD

I love camp, i only hate camp when there are uncooperative people who does not understand the meaning of camps.. Camp, is a time for pushing yr limits and stepping outta your comfort zons and try the uncommon stuff, not met during daily life. I love camps, it just shows somehow who you really are and whats yr weakness are. Best of all It allows you to make friends and see how really are your friends~ Oh my Love-Hate class~. I so Love and Hate ya all.

Anyway! On to the wonderful pictures!

Details bout the camp?

ice breaking

Go race-from school to adams road to botanical garden, the place where u either love it or u hate it, then lastly back to school~~

break.. at the long awaited Loft

sunset watching at the henderson waves~~ ahhh how romantic.. the place where romantic photos were taken!

back to the LOFT at 8.30.. actually a program called 'Movie Screening" was to take place.. but well everybody was tired.. and the yr 1 dun feel up for it.. so it was cancelled.. sad right? Well im gonna get past complaining bout them.. makes me grow older thinking bout them
so all through the night.. spent at the guys apartment.. totall disaster.. gosh..
start with playing intercept UNO such a stressing game.. as u need to be in constant alert or u lose the game

next.. some people have funny ideas to stay wide awake and not sleeping at the wonderful condo like LOFT.. and then going home only after ending the first day of the camp. Its called 2 Days 1 Night for a reason right?

sunshine and i slept for like 1 hr? Coz through the 2hrs i was preparing to sleep.. i was given interval alarm clocks.. told u the guys apartment was a nightmare... =.=

Then the hardwork starts.. I LOVE the SUN.
Accompanied by a erm.. sincere lunch prepared by Mr saiful.. :D k i give him credits for that! XD

My cousin wedding?

2009-06-14T21:50:00.005+08:00

Here comes the bride... and her LAdyguards!

Acting as spies??!! O.O

haha! they are having a romantic time of their own in this lil corner arent they? Gotcha!

Arent she kinda cool?? ^~^ Awww...
Wan yiiii!!! U are sooo cool!!!

I had an 4 hour dinner... form 7-11... Gosh imagine how much fatter i am.... dun be amazed if u cant recongize me when school reopened... =.= hahah!!! eh...

Ok the girl in red? Shes my friend! And i took a photo with herrrr!! but im not showing it XD

Oh that was a very busy day... ... thats all?? i dunno what else to write bout!!

Tell me Tell me

2009-06-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

Providers take it upon themselves to insure the health and welfare of those in their care, but they are also the most sociable of all the Guardians, and thus are the great nurturers of social institutions such as schools, churches, social clubs, and civic groups.

Providers are very likely more than ten percent of the population, and this is fortunate for the rest of us, because friendly social service is a key to their nature. Wherever they go, Providers happily give their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, and that social functions are a success.

Highly cooperative themselves, Providers are skilled in maintaining teamwork among their helpers, and are also tireless in their attention to the details of furnishing goods and services. They make excellent chairpersons in charge of dances, banquets, class reunions, charity fund-raisers, and the like. They are without peer as masters of ceremonies, able to speak publicly with ease and confidence. And they are outstanding hosts or hostesses, knowing everyone by name, and seemingly aware of what everyone's been doing. Providers love to entertain, and are always concerned about the needs of their guests, wanting to make sure that all are involved and provided for.

Friendly, outgoing, neighborly - in a word, Providers are gregarious, so much so that they can become restless when isolated from people. They love to talk with others, and will often strike up a conversation with strangers and chat pleasantly about any topic that comes to mind. Friendships matter a great deal to Providers, and their conversations with friends often touch on good times from years past. Family traditions are also sacred to them, and they carefully observe birthdays and anniversaries. In addition, Providers show a delightful fascination with news of their friends and neighbors. If we wish to know what's been going on in the local community, school, or church, they're happy to fill us in on all the details.

Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them somewhat self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Loving and affectionate themselves, they need to be loved in return. In fact, Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and are happiest when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the tireless service they give to others.

Profile: ESFJRevision: 3.0Date of Revision: 23 Feb 2005
Guardians of birthdays, holidays and celebrations, ESFJs are generous entertainers. They enjoy and joyfully observe traditions and are liberal in giving, especially where custom prescribes.
All else being equal, ESFJs enjoy being in charge. They see problems clearly and delegate easily, work hard and play with zest. ESFJs, as do most SJs, bear strong allegiance to rights of seniority. They willingly provide service (which embodies life's meaning) and expect the same from others.
ESFJs are easily wounded. And when wounded, their emotions will not be contained. They by nature "wear their hearts on their sleeves," often exuding warmth and bonhomie, but not infrequently boiling over with the vexation of their souls. Some ESFJs channel these vibrant emotions into moving dramatic performances on stage and screen.
Strong, contradictory forces consume the ESFJ. Their sense of right and wrong wrestles with an overwhelming rescuing, 'mothering' drive. This sometimes results in swift, immediate action taken upon a transgressor, followed by stern reprimand; ultimately, however, the prodigal is wrested from the gallows of their folly, just as the noose tightens and all hope is lost, by the very executioner!

An ESFJ at odds with self is a remarkable sight. When a decision must be made, especially one involving the risk of conflict (abhorrent to ESFJs), there ensues an in-house wrestling match between the aforementioned black-and-white Values and the Nemesis of Discord. The contender pits self against self, once firmly deciding with the Right, then switching to Prudence to forestall hostilities, countered by unswerving Values, ad exhaustium, winner take all.
As caretakers, ESFJs sense danger all around--germs within, the elements without, unscrupulous malefactors, insidious character flaws. The world is a dangerous place, not to be trusted. Not that the ESFJ is paranoid; 'hyper-vigilant' would be more precise. And thus they serve excellently as protectors, outstanding in fields such as medical care and elementary education.

Functional Analysis:
Extraverted Feeling
ESFJs live in their Extraverted Feeling functioning. Feeling, a rational (i.e., deciding) function, expresses opinions easily in the E world of objects and people. ESFJs have the ability to express warmth, rage, and a range of other emotions. Actions are encouraged or rebuked based on how they affect other people, especially people near and dear to the ESFJ. This type's vocal decisiveness predisposes many of its number to facility with administration and supervision.

Introverted Sensing
The secondary Sensing function aids and abets the dominant Fe in that sensate data is collected and at once compared with the inner forms or standards. Data on which decisions are made are thus focused and given a contrast which tends to be stronger and clearer than the original stimuli. The strengthening effect of Si on Fe may be responsible for this type's reputation for wearing their "hearts on their sleeves." At any rate, ESFJs reflect the "black and white" view of reality which is common to the SJ types.

Extraverted iNtuition
Intuition is tertiary--as the ESFJ matures, and as situations arise which call for suspension of criticism, Ne is allowed to play. Under the leadership of the Fe function, iNtuition allows for a loosening of the more rigid Si rights and wrongs; teasing and slapstick humor emerge. ESFJs are also capable of discerning patterns and philosophies, but such perceiving is subject to the weakness of the tertiary position, and the results often lack the variety and complexity of connections that more complex systems require.

Introverted Thinking
The inferior Ti function may rarely be expressed. In fact, ESFJs may take affront at the aloof, detached nature of dominant Ti types, or conversely, be drawn to them. Some ESFJs construct rationale which have the appearance of (Jungian) Thinking logic, but under scrutiny are in fact command performances of "Thinking in the service of Feeling," (i.e., Thinking-like conclusions which do not obey the tenets of impersonal logic; they rather construct scenarios from only those "hard, cold facts" which support the conclusion reached by the dominant Extraverted Feeling function. To wit:
You don't sew with a fork, so I see no reason to eatwith knitting needles.-- Miss Piggy, on eating Chinese Food

Finally I blogged

2009-06-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

Finally! I managed to find smth to blog! I finished all my 3 papers.. Im feeling kinda relived.. but... i KNOW im gonna FAIL one of them.. Gosh 20%.. well it just couldnt goes in la. I will do better for the next paper! I Will!!. Well i did a funny test.. Hmm... Seems like me... but i arent so sure bout the restrained Qualities though.. skip that if u will :D Do give me feedbacks!

ren's Existing Situation
"Organized and detail-oriented, she has a very precise and methodical manner. she needs relationships which offer her understanding, respect, and approval."

ren's Stress Sources
"Unfulfilled hopes have left her feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears she will be looked over, lose her position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and her negative attitude leads her to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain."

ren's Restrained Characteristics

"Self-centered, tends to take this personally and is easily offended."

Is satisfied and finds contentment through sexual activity.

{This is totally irrerelevant, dun mind this}

ren's Desired Objective
Has too much built-up excitement which is ready to break free in an impulsive and irrational outburst.

ren's Actual Problem
"Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave her feeling the same way. Is unable to admit to her short comings, which leads her to act out in an aggressive and resentful way."

Changing

2009-06-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

Running after a time that cannot return

Running after memories that are past

Running after the people that will never return

Change, somthing that comes with time. But something that i could not yet catch up.

Something that i counld not yet understand. Change, the people that change.

LAW =.=

2009-05-24T23:47:00.004+08:00

Law is a set of rules in any country, to be obeyed.

And why tell me why, am i so dumb as to join Law in the first place =.= Now im stucked, 11.48 still doing an incompleted Law contract that is to be handed in by monday =.= and i have to be up... by.. 5am. I have to tell myself.. I so LOVE my life.. I so love my life. I so lead a BORING life!!!! OMA!!! OMA!!!! OH MY APPLE PIE!

I need another 200 words and im done.. but here i am blogging =.= im dead arent i? oh.. and i was suppose to hand in my 40% project on friday... but .. I need to get to sch real early. Tell me i can make it . Tell me so. I think all this make up to 200 words right?

Off to heaven me.

Im so messed up

2009-05-23T17:33:00.003+08:00

Im so messed up. Im so OFFICIALLY messed up. Im so dead. Im soooooo dead. Dead literally , dead in reality too.. my english is terrible i know coz my brain is dead too!!!! Ahahahahaha!!! hahahahaha!!! aHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Mother's Day

2009-05-09T13:26:00.003+08:00

母亲节快乐

熊天平：火柴天堂

走在寒冷下雪的夜空

卖着火柴温饱我的梦

一步步冰冻一步步寂寞人情寒冷冰冻我的手

一包火柴燃烧我的心

寒冷夜里挡不住前行

风刺我的脸雪割我的口

拖着脚步还能走多久

有谁来买我的火柴

有谁将一根根希望全部点燃

有谁来买我的孤单

有谁来实现我想家的呼唤

每次点燃火柴微微光芒

看到希望看到梦想

看见天上的妈妈说话

她说你要勇敢你要坚强

不要害怕不要慌张

让你从此不必再流浪

妈妈牵着你的手回家

睡在温暖花开的天堂

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xrl3LkRUWD8

Please do go to youtube and listen.. appreciate your mothers~~ :D they brought you to this world.. they can take you away too!!

long awaited~

2009-04-30T16:25:00.005+08:00

See that?? 6 for 3.50!! But.. aww how wonderful it fell in yr mouth... totally melt de lo... awww

The Golden Roll - $14 for a plate like this.. the yellow outer skin is the mango.. then inside is the prawn!!

The Pudding Jelly also veri NICE!!! totally smells nice and aww... so cool!

haha see!!! See that?? XD

That is definitely not me ^^

Lifen the modern age pretty japanese lady!!! Mei bah! :)

Xuan Bing the new modern 'Elegant' jap women XD

In the making of 'Elegant' jap lady XD

Hi ppl!! Eh real sorry for this veri veri late post.. eh.. Nothing much happened during the holidays, so nothing to write about.. Like wake up bout 10 am eat breakfast then play harvest moon till 1 or 2 pm . Then have lunch.. Lunch is mostly like maggie mee cause im like tooo tooo lazy to go out and buy food, anyway economic crisis ar.. No money too. then... Finally...

School starts.. eh.. Does it rings a bell?? its only like been 2 weeks.. and it already felt like eternity right? Gosh.. Felt like ive been studying for like a few months already.. Gosh.. i actually feel OLD =.= Nooooo. Well anyway... Start of shool and students are already so busy preparing all the traps to trap innocent and naive freshies!! Haha! Though im proud to say that my CCA, JTC managed to lured and tricked about 180 pluss pluss students!!! MUHAHAHAHA!!!! Well here are some funny shoots taken!!

hahaha!!! Never actually see them in a yuukata before bahh?? Hehehe!!!!

Then emmm.. Well on 25th April.. Just the day before my dad came home from Shang Hai... My sis brought me and mummy out to celebrate Mother day.. So off we went~~ 3 ladies off to Tampines newiest shopping mall!! Waaa i warn you though.. although its alreay like opened for 2 weeks le.. DO NOT, i repeat DO NOT go, if you do not like

Crowds
Squeezing with people
The stuffs there arent excatly economic friendly :D

Well thats all le. and OH ya.. We went to SUSHI TEH!!!! coz the lil part of tampiness new shopping mall got a part thats alll japanese stores. but it was like.. if u ever took bus to Ngee Ann poly.. Its just excatly like tat.. Cept.. u replace the buses and cars.. With HUMANS!!! Gawd... Scary! Really SCARY!!! So off we went to Sushi Teh.. Well its a sunday.. SO be expected to queue for anything and everything. But.. Its a worthwhile dinner!! Really Wonderful! Gosh.. Next time, i will definitely wanna eat there again! Well.. coz its EX! Eh.. Its japanese food wad.. what do u expect? The Golden Roll - mango prawn sushi alreay cost $14 for like 6 pieces like tat sia. BUT, realy nice!!!! So do go and try Sushi Teh!!! Better than Sakae Sushi I tell u!!!

Right click

2009-03-20T10:14:00.001+08:00

RIGHT CLICK THEN WHEN IT POPS UP LEFT CLICK TO SAVE THE PICTURES

THANK YOU.

AND SOME OF THE PICSTURES I DIDNT UPLOAD.IF YOU WANT THE WHOLE LOT OF IT INCLUDING THE VIDEOS TELL ME AND I SHALL SEND IT OVER VIA MSN.

THANK YOU.

18th march 09 - The 'Picnic'

2009-03-19T12:10:00.011+08:00

Going Home...

Whoo hooo~~~ Shiwei's Mei nu~~

Girl with the backpack~~

Say cheese!!

Waaa Monster sia! four hands!!!

Can you see the kites?

1 down, 2 to go

oopes it got caught in the trees~~

Chicken wings!

Well we went to East Coast Park after much trouble and nagging by KK. Hmmm was suppose to be a 'Picnic'. but hehe the guys didnt bring anything and KK just wanna stay at home afterall.

Anyway, We TA BAO chicken wings, cheese cakes, sandwhiches , sushissssssss and lets see.. Junk food there.

On the way, the guys decided to fly kites. So 3 kites were bought. And well suay melvin, his kite couldnt work la. haha tried bringing it up but CMI sia. then after an hr of remising Kiatkeng's childhood. Shiwei finally reached ECP and joined us. Well then after kite flying, going to a beach what else can u do except skating and cycling? So Onwards to cycling!

And so cycling we went. Hmmm mel didnt know how to ride a bike, shiwei wanted to skate, boon was just too small in size and shun xia wanted to join KK. both of them 4 yrs didnt touch a bike. well... The pictures tell it all!! I felt so accomplished man. Muahaha!!!!

Oh... The bike ride was sooo full of problems and troubles. The gears got stuck, =.= theres something wrong with the bikes=.= hahah!!!! And a handful of black oil for the hand! Well it was a tiring day la. Haha!!!

Hmm well at least we all got to have fun and finally melvin knows how to ride.

Oh a lil' video on Ta -Da!! MELVIN'S BIKE LEARNING JOURNEY.

Photographers of the day?? - - - -- Shiwei & Me :D

Next would be a trip TO PULAU UBIN!!!!!!!!!!!

12/03/09 Beach Burn

2009-03-13T16:32:00.007+08:00

Cann u seee the lil crab??

Crabby~~~

Crab!

Now... isn't this Ro.... ...... ^.^

They wet their shoes.. Lets see how they cycle back to the shop! =.=

Its the Turtle they made!!

Having fun??

Having a wonderful timeeeeee

They pick seashells~~

Enjoy the seawaves~~

Awwww .....

See how animated they are.

And u thought 'Poor Roy~~~ All alone~~'

Beach Burn!!! Pictures!!

It was a WINDY AND SUNNY DAY~~~~~~~~~ I got A RED NOSE at the end of the day =x

And TO VICTOR XUAN BING WHO DIDNT GO YESTERDAY. BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Humph! Have fun looking thru the pictures~~ Roy and Azmi~~~ see how nice they are taken?? ^.^ I felt soooo ACCOMPLISHED!

Nothing left to say

2009-03-10T17:38:00.003+08:00

Nothing left to say, my dear friend.
i only hope you are well,
Nothing left to say, my dear friend.
i hope you will remember me.
Nothing left to say , my dear friend.
Dream.. will never end,
we will meet again.
If that time ever comes, my dear friend.
Smile.

Starts of da holiday~~~

2009-03-05T10:07:00.002+08:00

Its holiday~~ Holiday~~~ La La La La.... Im bored, stucked with no $$ and i cant do anything... Being stucked at home isnt wad i excatly loved... great... ok.. here comes my boring life.. so no updates till something big happen ok?
So till then! Sayonara~~~

how times 'flies'

2009-02-23T09:45:00.002+08:00

Gosh... How time really Flies.. Im stuck at home.. gosh studying somthing i really am unable to concentrate on.. Oh help me.... I need ta get this done... Im restless restless alalalala.. Heesh when bombarded by projects.. i complain too much.. now nothing to do.. i still complain XD hahaha I think i still prefer projects... and FYP... pls la... why mux it be of the same sex? gawd.. Well im crapping this is a crappy post.. and although nothing really goes into this head of mine, i am still lacking in sleep.. i look terrible =.= gosh i so dun wann look at myself in the morn. Horrible. I needa studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But IM NOT STUDYINg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Get lost man. We need da talk my people. We shall talk. After all this crappy exams are over. =.=

By the Restless ME.

I Will Have My Revenge !

2009-02-18T09:04:00.002+08:00

The Last Time

For so long I've tried.
Could not close my eyes.
When you became an outcast in this life.

Again and again I try
to understand the demons inside your head,
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it's the last time
I have tried to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can't change it if you don't have the will deep inside.

I have been blind to how you justify
everything that you've wasted in this life.

Got lost in the illusion,
I'd find a solution for the demons in your head,
but the truth is you love them to death.

Now, I know it's the last time
I have tried to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can't change it if you don't have the will deep inside.

You can blame and you can hide
behind what is wrong and what is right.
Life is the choices we make
I hope you'll awake before it's too late.

Now, I know it's the last time
I have tried to lift you up to make you fight.
Nothing is ever easy in life.
I can't change it if you don't have the will deep inside.

BY within Temptation :) I love them dearly~

I got Tagged!

2009-02-17T21:47:00.007+08:00

The rules and regulations:1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!.
10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.

I talk to the mirror, i dance i sing, I go Craz, all in front of the mirror.
I really wanted to be a boy
I wanna have Perfect eyesight
I wanted to live in a penthouse with a nice garden, and horse to ride on:)
I should really not cut off my hair and see how i would look like wid really long long hair... over the shoulders and below tat type:)
I wanted to be able to speak Jap, Italian, spanish, french, german All of them :) [greedy arent i? XD]
I wans to learn saxaphone, piano, gu zhen, you qin, electris guitar, drums oo a master of musical instruments? Coz i cant even read a musical note XD
I Wants to travel around the world and do parachuting, drive around in a jeep , scuba diving, up himalaya, have a walk in sahara, take a look at pyramid~~
I talk to my plants. XD
I wanna create a world of my own :) I can daydream more than 2 hrs :) Do nth but daydream.

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Yupp :)

2. Are you happy - I guess.

3. Are you bored - daydreaming.

4. Are you fair - Im healthy tan.

5. Are you Italian - Hopefully in my next few life

6. Are you intelligent - How can i say im not?

7. Are you honest - I suppose.

.8. Are you nice - I am an angel. Belive me.

9. Are you Irish - In my next few life i hope

10. Are you Asian - =.= Do i look indian?

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Koa Jia Yin

2. Nicknames - Loads.. : nene?? nee?? Ren?? Koala?? Kaoru?? Hitomi?? Ah yin?? no Ah yin u cannot use.

3. Birth place - K K Hospital (not Kiat Keng Hos though)

4. Hair color - Black.

5. Natural hair style - Straight and messy?

6. Eye Color - Dark Brown??

7. Birthday -23 April

8. Mood - Daydreaming~~

9. Favorite color - Hmmm alil red.. a lil orange.. a lil white.. a lil black.. a lil green.. a lil of everything?? O.o

10. One place you'd like to visit - Japan!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - yes

2. Do you believe in love at first sight - No. Definitely NO

3. Do you currently have a crush? - No

.4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Hmmm sould have... I really should put it into the freezer :)

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Haha No one asked me for tat favour yet~~

6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Hmmm cant rmb.

8. Are you afraid of commitment - never thought of it.

9. Who was the last person you hugged - I wan ppl to hug me. Boon!! Hugg meeee

10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? dun think i ever.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - Hmm a lil bit of lust and a lil bit of love.. there are just a line across~~ After lust comes love.. After love comes lust. How do u get a baby? O.o

2. Hard Liqour or Beer - No beer.

3. Cats or Dogs - Both. Can i add a few other animals??

4. A few best friends or any regular friends - My GFs: Ex lao po all my lovers and Qing ren :)

5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy. Creamy A lil bit of this a lil bit of tat XD Im greedy.

6. Pencil or Pen - Pencil.

7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night- GFs. Romantic- Future bf.

8. Money or Happiness - Both.

9. Night or day - Night.

10. IM or phone - Wats IM? Cant choose since i dun know the other choice.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - Hahaha How to sneak? I fly :)

2. Seen a polar bear - TV counts?

3. Done something you regret - Maybe, maybe not.

4. Bungee jumped - Nop. But I wanna do it! (: Boon.. Yr fisrt time issss Mine!

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Haha unless its my own house floor.

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Wat jaw breaker?? No??

7. Been caught naked - Naked~~ Can consider :) tat is if the audience is a female. Lets take a spa together!! All my GFsss!!!!!!!

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - No

9. Cried because you lost a pet - I hardly shed a tear. No glands working there.

10. Wanted to disappear - Im disappearing every now and then :)

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - Both.

2. Light or dark hair - Hes comes as he is

3. Hugs or kisses - Both. Though Huggs would feels better

4. Shorter or taller - Taller. DUH.

5. Intelligence or attraction - Attraction is a bonus, intelligence's the piority.

6. Topman or Zara - None. Too ex. how bout he creates a label of his own?? ^^

7. Funny or serious - Both!

8. Older or Younger - I dunno~~ Younger.. waa im sooo attractive~~

9. Outgoing or quiet - Both.

10. Sweet or Bad - EVIL hahaha!!

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yupp

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Yupp:)

3. Ever tried walking on your hands - Tried standing.. changed to ... ... FLYING!!

4. Ever been to a rock concert - concert?? Gig yes.

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.

6. Ever been on a dance team - K2?

7. Ever been on a sports team - Yep

8. Ever been in a drama play/production - nope

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? -sure! i even fly on a magic staff!! Cardcaptor renee!!

10. Ever been in a rap video? - Yo, yo, yo! Sure! ask my mirror

LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - Me sis

2. Last person you hugged - eh??!!! Having amesia

3. Last person you hung out with - My ex and qing ren

4. Last time you worked - sales promoter??

5. Last person you talked to - Me sis

6. Last person you IM'd - wakalima sen

7. Last person you texted - Shiwei

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - XB li fen, Jeb, ben, Kendrick, victor, blah blah blah..

9. Last person/thing you missed - Books

10. Last website visited - Manga foxx??

TEN... PEOPLE TO DO THIS

cheng Boon
Shun xia
Mel
Kai!!!!! (I shall highlight it so u can see!!)
Mandie
eh i dunno?? me friend dun really blogs :)

14 feb..

2009-02-15T01:23:00.006+08:00

Don't the gift box looks nice~~~

My cute Lover~~~ see how cute she is?? :D

Ex - lao po :D and partly celebrating her Birthday!!!

VAlentine DAY!!! I went out wid my Ex lao po and LOVER ~~ XD hahah i show u pics of them :D

No more videos!!

Friday the 13th

2009-02-15T00:34:00.003+08:00

Friday the 13th is really scary.. Real scary.. It went HORRIBLY wrong... GOsh... shes.... haiz.. a friendship is build on trust.. and i thought i would give her chance.. well hahah i muz have think too highly of myself XP haha Well since... the thread of friendship is long broken... I thought i could trust her... hahah i thought everybody should be given a chance.. ahhaha Its all I thought I thought... So Wads with 'I Thought'? Whats the use of maintaining it?? She didnt even need MY Firendship, hahah!! She Used me... Hahaha!!! Hmmm... hahaha Im so DUMB Hahahahahaha Im soooo Dumb~~~~ La La La~~~ haiz... Im Accusing her~~~ My standard is low.. Oh~~ She prefers to work wid dom.. Oh her Darlin Dom~~~ Oh~ My workin style is.. Ahahaha not up to HER expectations.. Oh~ She HAVE to LOWER HER OWN STANDARDS to meet mine! GOSH!!! HAhahahah!!! Oh~ Its my fault that I PRODUCE MEAGER WORK OH~~~ LAST MIN WORK... Hahaha HElp me fill in the gaps in my work~~ Hahahah!!!　Im .. Speechless.. speechless.. Hahahha!!!!! Well ya... 她不令情，好吧！友谊就到此为止。Lets End this friendship that is worth nothing in your eyes.. hahaha The efforts, the time and feelings I spend on trying to... ... well... hahaha my selfish idea of thinking that u need help on adapting to our class.. ahahaha Im just dumb man.. Dumb... 送你一首歌，你一定会喜欢！

The greens refers to the situation im in... the purple to which i can only do.. ahhaha Im DUMB XD!!!

你说我耍赖才让你离不开

你说我自私只顾着自己爱

一阵阵暴雨随狂风吹过来

我左右摇摆差点就倒头栽

幸好我仍然有一点功力在

你触碰不到我致命的要害

卯上你只好自认倒霉活该

揣揣的样子你真的心太坏

你好毒你好毒你好毒呜呜呜

你越说越离谱

我越听越糊涂

你好毒你好毒你好毒呜呜呜

打死不肯认输

还假装不在乎

你好毒你好毒你好毒呜呜呜

Its all just Facts

2009-01-30T22:36:00.007+08:00

Regarding the previous post... Please understand that i do not have anything against her. Or i am even pointing my finger to her, im just stating the Facts. Im not angry with her nor am i bothered by her.

Im just sad, disappointed, low. Not because she didnt do anything or even try to help, but because shes prsctically not there its like considered my own work and the powerpoint is terrible is because of my ability. It turns out good or terrible is because of my own's ability, my working skills and not because she didnt help out. Ok ya so what if she didnt help out? If i cant do it i dont think she could either. Therefore I am feeling sad because im juz disappointed in myself. Shes 'innocent' really.

她没错，真的没错。因为她根本什么也没做。

人缘这东西，也只能看天。遇到好的，也只能算你运气好。

不好的，也只能算你倒霉。

这就教我，人世险恶。

她没错，真的没错。因为她根本什么也没做。

我心灵交瘁，身心疲惫，何来知己与我醉。

我已快崩溃，也只能笑着面对。

再次的在心灵深处，找出勇气，勇敢面对。

I Will Overcome, Its the only way to carry on.
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Oh, time has passed you by
All thats done is forgiven
I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away
You are running away
Let me tell u this, you are forgiven, for you are innocent.
But, dont let this innocent be the end of your innocence
All thats done's forgiven

I Will Overcome, Its over.

2009-01-30T18:07:00.002+08:00

I Will Overcome, Its The Only Way To Go On.
Finally. Its sooooooo OVER. OVER. One year had passed, ive really enjoyed myself. And I understood what happened finally. Its no one's fault. No ones.

Really.

All she ever did wrong was. Doing NOTHING. NOTHING. Well really. After all that anger that makes me so badly with the urge to grab her hands and tell her off. But hey... All she ever even did was... ... NOTHING! Haiz... When Syara told me she seen them holding hands... after today the energy soul sapping project tat was sooooo SH***Y HUGE I was toooooo lost behind in my mind to understand the gravity of my words.... I was too fast to have said tat i missed the chance to confirm with my own eyes tat they are really REALLY together. And had even said i wanted to give him a punch. I really should NOT have said tat. Its their privacy and i should not be so kaypo... .... But the ... .. end results of just letting it go... ... nearly so veri nearly caused me MY LIFE.

Coz.. ... U know... they brought me sooooo much stress... ...so Much Misery, So Much Pain.... Still .. ... All could be forgiven and forgotten. Forgiven.. ...

Its High Time I shall pour out all the problems here and move on next year with a lighter and cleaner heart.

The First time i met her... ...
I should have known, should have taken extreme precaution when around her... ...
nvm.. a lesson learned shall never be forgotten.

Thank goodness i didnt worked with her in the first sem. the problems had long since started in first sem. The ITH project. The PAM and TXP project. Lastly... The DGA PROJECT. Where All 'Once a upon a time' Stories always starts... With a DRAMATIC Scene...

She Swepts Into the room. Her eyes darting quickly around, searching for the PREY... Which she knew eventually she, the ever poisionous Black Widow shall capture. Finally after a a search and destroy (discard for her) she 'LOCKED ON TARGET' Mode turned on. She saunters to him. Batt a few long eyelashes. and yupp. She got him. The preys gotten onto her web. And wad the balck window wats, waht the black widow gets!

Oh! Wad a match made in HEAVEN! one is so full of male egoism the other too overflowing with female sex appeal. Well i really couldnt care much about it if they hadnt bother to hide it and then. As If I WANT TO SNATCH HIM AWAY FROM U SIA! KNS AR! APPLE PIE! MC NUGGETS!!!!!
U dare to come OVER to my group and then show him wad ever drawing i dun care how much u wanna draw! Hes in my group And he shall discuss the problems the stuff his ideas with US! Not U!! U! Pls RMB am in another group!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so wanted to scream!

Well.. Still we are classmates.. and we still had got a long way to go... and its just a small trival problem of her presenting ideas to him. Tats all right?? So WRONG How DUmb i was, man... Thinking back... I wanna puke mcflurry at myself. I should have just tell it in their face together. 'Hi, i mean its nice of u to come over and help out by giving us so many wonderful ideas., like.. THE WOMEAN SHAPED THINGY WID A HAT! U BELONGS TO ANOTHER GROUP<>
Well I dunno wadever holds me back... Anyway... Its OVER.

It almost caused me MY LIFE and added a few more white hairs that was to come.

The project was super lousy and i only gotten a lousy B grade for DGA cause saiful said tat why didnt we used something more tropical and easier to get and grow in singapore? Have we ever thought about the cost?
GAWD ... ... SO LAU KUI!!!!!!
And it was only ONE Project.. 她就已经搞得鸡犬不宁。我理想的学院身活就被她给毁了。

Tats... part 1 of my story with her in my short year 1 poly life... to be continue... ...

Our Animal Class :D

2009-01-21T20:37:00.004+08:00

Eh... isnt sara a bit toooo huge??

We Know who.. ..

Zhen An looks so cute

Azmi!!! Honey Bear = Pooh XD

My 'Lao Po' says she will trample me to death.. Eeeks!!!

Dereck - look at the pose..

HAfiza... look at that expression, looks like hafiza's one rite? XD Hope she wun scold me sia XD

My 'Qing Ren' Xuan bing is the python

Since Ah Fen My 'Lao Po' dunno she still wans me anot XD ahaha complains that i didnt complete the animal class pictures.. i shall put up the rest then.. later she run after me with a butcher knife i will die...

Ok here goes :D

thursday class meeting

2009-01-20T16:47:00.004+08:00

Yo yo yo! Long time no see eh?? Cause im like soooooo busy busy busy with like so much school stuff.. so even when i got time to relax i dun even feel like blogging... anyway its like nobody bothers to read my blog laa.... anyway since my 'lover' RIka-san complains tat myblog is like rotten... I will like write smth to make her happy kay??

To Rika-san...

Who actually started this thursday meeting thingy??!!! And When are we finally gonna buy the copic markers??!!!! Haiz.. Im still like as busy as ever.. But U know thats the fun part of Poly life... U get to be busy but at the same time u are enjoying every moment of it.. caus eu are doing stuffs U like and with the people u like .. ok.. maybe some problem here and tehre.. But there will definitely be something wrong wid yr life if ther arent problem. Right?? ^~^

Well anyway.. My class consist of funny and weird ppl tat are sooo original they are sooo cuteeee!! Wan me to give u the list of ppl in my 1G01 ?? :D They even got animals to go along wid it!! Of course is i gave them de laa~~ Makes life all the more fun and interesting dosent it?? ^-^

1) Agape Ko (Black widow)

2)Cheerie (Gazelle)

3)Gladys (lamb)

4)Sara (rabbit)

5)Hafiza (baboon)

6)Xuan Bing (Python-anaconda)

7)Li Fen(Elephant)

8)ME!!! (Koala- although i really wanna be a black mumba :( )

9)Dickson (Porcupine)

10)Domanic (Red Fox)

11)Jeb (Wild Boar)

12)Roy (Racoon)

13)Azmi (Honey BEar)

14)Benjamine (Buffulo)

15)Zhen An (Golden Monkey)

16)derick (Gorilla)

17)Victor (Sloth)

Haha arent they cute...?? their personalities realli suits them!! XD Hope they wun get angry wid meee XD

ok la.. mybe this is all le la.. but hey i like this group of ppl ok! they are all so cute and fun!

Well on a more serious note.. our class has this main big problem.. Mass communication problem. We cant communicate wid 2 'special' people... haiz.. Lets hope the porblem could be settled by thursday... and leave behind a happy and colourful year 1!!!! XD

Haiz.. Exams are approaching AGAIN and yupp.. i still got LSDF GRC homework and project tat are yet done... GOSH... Somehow.. i realli wonder how did i ever lived past these times?? O.O

That is all for now then ppl.. oh and ya,... IM like 2kg FATTER SINCE THE LAST HOLIDAYS! I SO DAMM NEED TO EXERCISE MAN! Well then :D Sayonara! Till then!

-Ren Kaoru des XD

This Holiday has beeennn boring , lazy and tiring...

2009-01-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

this holiday has been boring, lazy and tiring.. ... yawn...

17th december lunch

2009-01-01T19:26:00.009+08:00

WE Look SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!! QING AI DE "WAI YU'

Busy Choosing ICE CREAAAAMMMMMM

Butterfly Lady~ Cheerie :D

YES! 1G01 GO!

Gladysssssssssssss

Happiness lies on this pair of chopstickS~~~Look at Xuan Bing EAT! The EXPRESSION!!!

Smile:D ~~ U are on CANDID CAMERAAAAAAAAAA!!

Domanic waiting for his ever waiting CARROT CAKEEEEE

My 'GUO TIE'!!!

Our HAppy Tableeeeeeeee

I know its veri veri veri late... and its already 2009 and that tis is actually a post on smth tat is like a year ago~~ But.. hahaha well better now than never and dun say i never blog hor! Its just tat i have nth to blog about!

Disappearing Act 1

2008-12-20T23:17:00.001+08:00

Disappearing Act 1: Disappear.

Disappear: to become impossible to see or find; to cease to be : pass out of existence or notice

The ROY- AZMI BIRTHDAY LUNCH 'LaTe' pIcturEs!!!

2008-12-14T10:04:00.010+08:00

Arent they cute?? :D

Gobble Gobble Gobble.. ... Cakey Monsterrrrrrrr

Yummy... Look at dickson eating.. ...

Shoo shoo!! Go away!!! Don't Fight wid me for the cakeeeee!!!

The CAKE!!!!

yay~~~

Ihave Big Eyes~~~ I have Small Eyes....

I Get The Chocolateeeeee!!!

See me Eat!!!!

Expressive~~~

Scissors Paper Stone!

Dickson: I want that piece of cake!

Azmi: ya.. ok.. i shall take the next bigger piece.. Yum Yum...

I Shall cut the cake!

Roy: Happy!!!:D

Blow!

Look Here!!!!

Pepper Lunch!!!!!! Dont Look at meeeeeee

Wad are we doing here??

Li fen Crying?? No:D juz the Artistic picture i took XD

Oh! Look wad we gotttt!!!

New Post!

2008-12-14T09:44:00.004+08:00

Ok! The New post U R ALL waiting forrrrrr~~~!!!! Hahahaha!!!! Well lets see... the past one month, ive been busy doing ... ... finishing projects and choinging all the left over works?? Hahahaha!!!! okok... i will have lots more LOTS MORE LOTS MOrE photos to upload here for u all to see k?? hahahA!!! fOR a pICTURE sAYS A tHOUSAND wORD.

How did my Test fare?? Hmmm.. Well i definitely know.. My PLHNY i lost 22 marks.. hahaha!!!! And i made an pathetic attempt for soil science.. hahhaa!!! well lets just hope for the best laaa... XD

Hmmm after the test, hmmm well i went on a secret mission wif my cosplay friends~~~ hahaha!!! A WONDERFUL HAPPY FUN SATURDAYYYYYYYYY~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL THANS TO AMANDA FOR LETTING US CRASH HER HOUSE AND JOCELYN FOR... MY HAIR ... (U ALL SHLD UNDERSTAND^.^) LAST BUT NOT LEAST.. MY DEAR DEAR VERI BEAUTIFUL KEZIAAAAAA

Well after some of the pictures... then u all will understanddd!!!! How PRETTY ALL MY FRIENDS AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D Happy ! Happy! Happy! ^.^ ^.^ ^.^

7/11 - I LIKE MY FRIENDS~~~~~~~~

2008-11-08T11:00:00.005+08:00

MY MY MY!!!!!!!!!! MY WORK!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHA

SHEs in HOLLAND!!!

Whos the gal in your heart benjamine??

Expressive~~

Jeb lookin intensly at his own work~~

Derieck in pure concentration~~!!!

The pros at work :D

Lifen having Fun :D

Fowers i made XD

Grassy grasshopper!!!!

My chil , NANDA!!!!!!!!!

7/11 I JUST SOOOO LIKE MY FriENDS~~~~ THEY ARE ALLL SOOOO CUTE~~~~~ LET ME PROVE TO U~~!!!!

2008-11-05T14:45:00.002+08:00

Traits of a Taurus women??

When you come across a Taurus female, the first thing you will notice about her is her undefeatable emotional strength.
She is capable of handling the severest of problems, without shedding even a single tear. She has the infamous Taurus temper, but it is seldom displayed.
At least not until the provocation is too much to digest.
She is as feminine as any other female, without the unnecessary tantrums.
A Taurus woman has no desire of dominating her husband.
She will let him handle the reins, in fact this is what she secretly desires.
A Taurus woman wants a real man, who can make her proud of himself as much as she is proud of herself.
However, if he fails in his role, she will take the control in her own hands.
Neither will she act like a mewing kitten, nor like a roaring lioness.
She is independent and has a mind of her own, but she does not want to dominate in the relationship.
Taurean women do not see social status while making their friends.
They want to be friends with people who do not hide their true nature and come across as they really are.
Their friends may be a little weird, but they will not be phonies or hypocrites.
A Taurus girl doesn’t fight with people she dislikes, she simply ignores them and becomes indifferent to their presence.
However, she will be loyal to her true friends and they will remain with her throughout her life. In return, she will expect them to stand by her when she needs them.
A Taurean woman also gets jealous, but only if you exceed the limits of casual flirtation. Everything has a limit and this also does.
It’s better not to provoke her anger or you will be very sorry.
She is brainy, but not too much interested in intellectual subjects.
She is practical in her thinking and does not feel the need to indulge in mental gymnastics.
She is balanced in her approach and you will hardly see her in a restless disposition.
A Taurean girl hates anything artificial, be the flowers in her vase or the friends in her life.
She has to feel the fragrance of real roses and the presence of real people.
The beauty of Mother Nature especially pleases her.
Ugliness of any kind makes her miserable and repulsive.
She loves to be amidst colorful surroundings, like gardens blooming with flowers.
A Taurean female has a good taste, so please be very careful before taking her out.
She is a very good cook herself and you will always be treated to excellent homemade food.
She is also very much interested in the art forms, like painting.
She is a tomboy at heart and will enjoy many guy-things like horse riding, going on a roller coaster ride, fishing, etc.
All this makes her feel close to nature.
She dresses simply, yet elegantly and her fabrics are always feather-soft.
Taurus female is very strong and above the usual female insecurities.
However, she demands loyalty and will never compromise in this area.
She is beyond hypocrisy and has an undemanding and easy-going manner.
She wants her man to take her side, especially in public.
If he contradicts her in front of other people, expect the temperature to reach beyond the boiling point.
When pushed too far, she loses her cool demeanor quickly.
Taurus women make excellent mothers, except for the fact that they cannot tolerate disobedience or defiance in kids.
Laziness and carelessness also makes them angry.
Otherwise, they will be more of a friend to their children than the typical mommies.
A Taurus woman will also teach the kids how to be strong and will protect them from the big bad outside world.
She never shirks from or whines about her responsibilities.
Her man will be expected to do the same.
She can also bear endless pain and stress, without complaining for a single minute.
She is good with finances and knows how to maintain quality in a reasonable budget.
She is a very good host and will be there to help her man in any and every way she can.
A Taurean woman will care for you when you are ill, will back you in your new business venture and let you take over the control of the home.
And, you will always be treated to a warm, cozy home when you come back from office!

Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!! Im laughing when i read this!! Hahahahaha!!! Sooo funni!!! this is how they read Taureans??!!! Hahaha!!!! Ok la .. some parts are ok... some are juz sooo funni!!!! Hahaha!!! XDD hahaha!!! e learning day.. veri ma fan and tiring.. i was like lookin at the com for 4 hrs straight.. haha!!!!

3 nov

2008-11-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

Its 3 nov.. 3 nov.. haiz.. 3 november lerr... so fast sia... hmmm realli no idea what to write... hmmm well.. school have been the same?? Erm.. Juz more lack of slp more work.. lotsa projects.. and hw?? O ya!!! I heard smth interesting!!!

' Woman have big hearts.. to forgives guys who are like little spoilt child.' XD haha!!! Haha!!! How interesting !! XDD PPl Change~~~ But for better or for worse?? How they react shows juz the place they are living in XD Well u are selfish cuz the ppl around u are selfish too :D We are who we are ... ~~~ Lalalalala~~~

2008-10-29T22:16:00.001+08:00

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, i saw debris
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do (no matter what we do)
No matter what they say (no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go (everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Haha!! ppl i know this song is a bit too old.. but haha!!! Juz suddenly wanna hear it XD you are beautiful ppl!!

忙忙忙

2008-10-29T09:15:00.002+08:00

个位好！！！很久很久没上来了！！大家想我吗？？ XD哈哈！！！好啦好啦，其实也没有什么好所得。。我的学校没什么好谈的:D okok.. enough chinese.. haiz.. typing in chinese sooo difficult XD i still prefer reading and writing it instead.. ok.. still reopened for like 2 wks le... this is the 3rd week.. hmmm nth much except been busy.. buying stuff.. art stuff to be specific.. Now i know why artist sooo poor..haha!! they spend so much money on the stuff they need.. all those materials and paper.. haiz.. one marker cost $5.50 sia!! imagine how much it would cost if i juz bought 3??!! And the worse was that we have to but more than 10!!! 10!!!!! OMG!!!!!
Hahaha!!! okok enough of me complaining :D Last sunday went to have a photoshoot again~~ Yes, AGAIN. coz.. me grandma tat time went o malaysia.. so this time take wid her lo... haha!!! I had a GREAT weekend!!! 3 days consecutive!!! I SOOOO LOVE IT!!!! YES!!!! Re-ennergized!!! HLM HERE I COMES~~~ XDD i siao liao la XDD

下次再跟大家谈谈！！！再见！！！　:D
-Jiayin

PIctures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-19T12:24:00.004+08:00

18/10/08 - LSCT nite

2008-10-19T12:03:00.003+08:00

Hey people!! long time no update eh? Hehe.. been busy la.. one week had passed since sch reopen.. so ya.. tats why i've been busy.. HEhe... anyway.. nth much to say bout my sch life except for... busy, projects, lotsa near deadlines.. and lotsa thoery stuffs to memorize... yaya!! I forgotten!! LSWS!!!! Man!! have to wake up by 5 every morning sia!! If not cannot make it to CUGE or CWP sia!! SIANZ.... normally still got half an hr more to sleep in de.. now worse sia. sad... haha!!
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Monday and tuesday are the worse days in the whole weeks sia!! Monday gor graphics and comm wa lau!! Need bring A3 paper.. means need bring that kind of art tube.. Then still got lappy to bring then still got soil SC tutorial.. still need stay till 5pm!! GOODNESS!! I will be squeeezing wid the people on the bus during peak hours lo!! Man... its already terrible last sem when i onli got a bagpack.. Now i EVEN got a tubey thing beside me and a heavy lappy in my bag wid so many other stuffs!!! By the time i got home will be like 7 plus lo!!HELP ME PLEASE!!!!
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Then the next day, tuesday still need wake up by 5am leh!! But thank goodness.. stay till 4 pm nia.. at least no squeeze wid the pther ppl.. but then i dun think can go home early.. coz wed is 'project day' IAC and Comt'.. all those stupid projects need to do de.. Id soo rather do CATS and SnW lo.. Haiz... I HATE EVEN WEEKS!!! ODD WEEKS!!! I WAN U!!!!
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ALRIGHT! Move on to the happy stuffs bah.. the time i spend practically whole day in sch on a sat!! me and li fen, xuan bing, cherrie and another gal from g02 and a few third years were helping out on that day.. all these flowers.. we make them!!! Nice right!! We spend 4 hrs on them ok!! I will put more photos of my sch life in HLM!!! HLM RAWKS!!!! XDDD Happy times there!!!
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Ppl who wan the pics please left click to make it bigger then right click to save it :D if not u can't save it on my blog site. Thanks :D

MY Dramatic holiday ends!!!

2008-10-12T20:24:00.006+08:00

Haha sorry la.. photos were abit blurred.. but still able to see la~~ haha!! My handsome Bro!!! XD

See.. beautiful lady will have handsome bodyguards !!

MY first uncle wid me sis!! XD

See!! ME wid James Bond no. 2!!!

Me wid Zhou Ren Fa no 2!!

Sis wid Zhou Ren Fa no. 2

And my 2 beautiful ladies!!!

Hahah!!! Holidays are finially and officially over~~~ Yes! I spend my last day, sunday taking a fifteen ppl photoshoot!! XD My pretty pics are gonna be up!! Haiz school starts at 8 am tml.. sianla... Having to wake up at 5 plus.. sure gonna be a walkin zombie tml morn XD ppl who's gonna meet me early in the morn .. bear wid my morn temperXD

TO THE PHOTOS!!!

My holiday Heaven to an End

2008-10-10T12:28:00.003+08:00

Waaaaaa!!!!! My holidays are ending!!! Saddening!!!! Haiz.. the thing about holiday is that... When they just starts.. they are oh! So far away~~` But when they are only like two weeks away.. you start to get the feeling that its coming to and end... Sad... Just like exams i suppose.. When they are two weeks away.. you might still think i still have two weeks to study man... But ya,.. when it comes down to only one week... waa.. the fear will creep into your heart~~~

My.. yr times up XD hahah!!!! Well but holiday without MONEY isnt excatly great~~

Hahah!!! Well Enjoy holiday to its last!! EXTREME!!!! I actually wanted to do a count down sia.. count down seven day to school starts. But ahah!! i was busy lazing around, enjoying my last few days of holiday that ya.. i didnt wanna lift a hand or even a finger to do it XD Haha!!! Blame it on laziness.. Don't blame me, im definitely innocent XD.

Oh ya! the bad things i have actually wanna complain bout a blog is that it dosent allow a girl or a guy to express their own indiviual personal complains of their body parts , you see... Haha!!! How do you expect a girl to say.. 'Hey I hate my own boobs size!!!' Now that isnt what you will see on a normal blog. XD

OK its just me and my perverted bored mind making a scene.. Don't mind me ^__^
Have a HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!

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2008-10-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Sometimes.. I wonder... Why did i do all these.... why did i keep on smiling when theres nothing to smile about... when my it actually pains my heart.. i wonder...

Maaa... the thought of a moonless friday nights...

美丽的夜晚

2008-10-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

张靓颖-画心

作词:陈少琪

作曲:藤原育郎专辑:

画皮电影原声主题曲

看不穿是你失落的魂魄

猜不透是你瞳孔的颜色

一阵风一场梦爱如生命般莫测

你的心到底被什么蛊惑

你的轮廓在黑夜之中淹没

看桃花开出怎样的结果

看着你抱着我目光似月色寂寞

就让你在别人怀里快乐

爱着你像心跳难触摸

画着你画不出你的骨骼

记着你的脸色是我等你的执着

你是我一首唱不完的歌

看不穿是你失落的魂魄

猜不透是你瞳孔的颜色

一阵风一场梦爱是生命的莫测

你的心到底被什么蛊惑

你的轮廓在黑夜之中淹没

看桃花开出怎样的结果

看着你抱着我目光比月色寂寞

就让你在别人怀里快乐

爱着你像心跳难触摸

画着你画不出你的骨骼

记着你的脸色是我等你的执着

你是我一首唱不完的歌

Lalala~~ Its a wednsday!!

2008-10-02T10:33:00.004+08:00

Ok.. haha!! I finally have stuffs to blog bout!!! Yay~~!!! LOL=.= Haha!! Well yesterday was a public holiday... went to catch 画皮 hmmm all in all.. the movie was alright.. it has got lotsa 感情戏 la.. where the two leading actress use their veri beautiful big watery eyes to convey their feelings towards each other.. haha!!! two ladies and one guy... its a show with 多角关系，赵薇和

陈坤是夫妻，甄子丹喜欢的是赵薇，孙利却喜欢甄子丹，然而周迅爱上了陈坤。和原本爱着周迅

715. 戏不这么恐怖。哈哈有些部分还觉得蛮好笑的。我很喜欢这次的服装，我很喜欢啦！=X 这

部电影呢感情戏是他的卖点。演员们的表情和眼神。。。瓦啊啊！！我好喜欢！！！！！

有其着一幕，陈坤叫赵薇给周迅赔不是，赵维蹲在周迅面前然而周迅却直言愿意做陈坤的小妾。

赵薇当场呆着。陈坤神情呆泻地步向周迅。用着很对不起的眼神对她说‘王夫人只有一个。’然

后他留下了一滴男儿泪。哎看就知道周迅和陈坤是有来电的，但是他已有了赵薇。他不得不放弃

周迅。而知道他心思的赵薇是感到很无奈。还是深深地爱着赵薇的甄子丹呢，也只能默默的祝福

着她。最后离她而去。说来说去，都是在说 ‘爱情是不能免强的’。

O! And after that we went to far east plaza walk walk walk.. and i did bought something back home... haha!!! When i finally gets it done.. then maybe u all will get to see wad it looks like xD

A Sunday nite fever~

2008-09-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

Yes! Baby! Im gonna learn fast steps or salsa man~ Whoo hoo~~~!!! SOOOO SIZZLING HOT!!! Muhahaha!!! Gosh look at the beautiful steps.. the nice bodies~ In such perfect synchronization!!! Yes! Im gonna learn it!

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When i got the money thats is... XD But well.. I will realli realli go for it!! it shall come true!! In this lifetime!! Well even if im as old as 50!!! My !! People will exclaim! 'Whats is tat old granny doing there!!! O.O" Is she having a fit??!!! Or Is she having a heart attack??!!! why is she doin such weird moves!!!

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Ok ok.. i know.. im lame... hahah!!! Well.. juz kinda bored.. and juz *snap I wanted to dance!!! Come on baby!!! Show me yr Moves~ lets dance the nite away~ :D

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2008-09-26T15:18:00.003+08:00

Ye.. Im bored.. IM FREAKING BORED!!!! Tats y i hadnt been posting or doin anything literally at all tis holiday!!!! Yepp im a lazy ass to... not working and all.. BUT I MISS ALL MY DARLINS~ NOOOO!!!!! I WANNA GO OUT!!! LETS ME OUT!!!!!! Dots rite? O.o Ya.. All i need to do find my keys open the damm lock and viola! Im out! LAME~ Sorry... Tis is wad boredom does to a person wid no games at home for me to play... cept my lil faithful lappy... ya... Im tokin more and more to my mirror... Great isint it??? Im goin bonkers! WAAAA!!!! ok.. bored to actually have to resort to takin random quizzes... i found a realli bored and random website having these quiz like stuffs... 'Wad kind of random objects willl u be??' Guess wad my answers is!!! Its a KEY!!! A KEY!!! LOL

Which random object are you
Your Result: key

You seem to be a very creative person. you come up with many new ideas, which is like unlocking never-before-opened doors. Thats basically what a key does, it unlocks doors. Even though keys don't usually unlock never-before-opened doors, you still remind me of a key. (this quiz is just for fun, so if you don't like your result, don't be offended or get upset)

rubber band
table
stuffed animal
flower

Realli!!! A key... A freaking KEY!! Well at least better then being a rubber band i suppose... tats the next highest i got... HAH!!

Waseda Shibuya Senior High School!!!

2008-09-22T14:07:00.012+08:00

They are IN ACTION thats why they are blurrrrrr
Hmmm... interesting theorem....
Yes! i cant get enough of them!!1 XDD JKJKJK!!!
Cute stuffs they hang up there~
Sin Li's 'Orchid cafe' can u spot it?? O.O

The picture which made a lot of heads turn!!!! Hahah!!! Dun we look cute?? ^_^

Long queue at the ghost house~

Power of the Gurlz!!
Whoose hand is this??? O.o

Mickey mouse lovee balloons~

Ok... juz dun look at the shoes!!! XDD
YO!!!! POWER GURLZ TO THE RESCUE!!!!
Tis is definitely the ah lian ver of the s'pore turn jap gal XD
Haha!!!!! I still dun look like one!!!!

Yes!!! We are the 5 mins japanes high school gurlz!!!

Ok.. he was smiling for us ok!
YO!! see how nice they decorate their classrooms!!

Sin li in action!!! The chopsticks game booth!!

Hmmm... The hilarious.. KENG KENG booth!!! XDD

End of the day... i actually wanted to jump.. haha but.. the rest dun wan... awww... sadden me... HahA!!! Ppl have to stop to let us take tis!!! haha!!! and its a group of guys!!! haha!!!

The ghost house actors!!! They are all GUYS ToO!!! :D

See!!! i get to take pics wid them!!!! YAY!!!!

Yuan Jin in black!! Sin Li wid a stripe of PINK hair!! ME WID A CAP!!! Mizui in stripes and her friend!! SEE how happy we all are?? ^_^

They are veri good artist!!!
Can ya see that they are actually guys??!!! XDD Cute arent they??!!
Candid Camera people!!! By WAN YI THE CANDID ARTIST!!!

P.S People>> u want the pics.. please left click to make it bigger then right click to save it :D

Take time to read my blog please~... haha!!

Yoz! People!! Im back!!! Hahah Miss me?? ^_^ Had a veri happy weekend!! Saturday went to the preview of a school festival at a jap school!!! Hahah!!! A group of 6 gals~ A lot of chatting and Sweets!!! Thus i was veri veri veri veri HIGH!!!! Hahah!!!! Hmmm Well there were lotsa games booth... Haha we went to one which needs u to like guess wad the picture is lets say... he held up a board with the picture of a minnie mouse shadow.. then got three choices for u to choose from.. like a) XXX b) YYY c) ZZZ so u have to choose the correct one... Haha me, Mizui and her friend.. we were one group... and we got teased by the two boys at the booth!! XDD haha they deliberately chose a difficult question for us! A hand holding a hamster or maybe a rat or mouse wadever XD HAha funni thing is tat the answers were written in jap!! XDD three idiots standing there lookin at the board and the two guys... hahah!!! Ok la.. they have english written under the jap words.. but.. hhaa!!! Say.. a) HOLDKHD b)DGIDH c)Schuba diving.. Hahah they have spelling mistakes... ok.. im not laughing at them... but at that moment.. our circumstances made it a veri funni thing...ya.. think of 3 girls.. staring at the oiece of board as if the ans might suddenly pop pout.. and the thing was that unless we give an ans or we will not be able to move forward.. and haha we had caused quite a jam for standing there like 10 mins... haha!!! Ok.. we chose the wrong ans and well.. its kinda embarassing... haha!!!! Move on to the next! There were other booths.. like erm sports related.... and juz games kind?? Got shooting games or choosing a string outta like 30 / 40 of them?? Yupp.. all the prices.. were... SWEETS!!!!! SWEETS!!!! XDD Thats y i was sooo HIGH!!!! TO THE EXTREME!!!! Tata day... Sugar Rush ma... haha!!!

Sin li wanted to go to their classroom cafe.. 'Orchid Cafe' But hehe we couldnt find it.. until when we saw it.. it had erm... haha closed... Sin Li was sooo disappointed!!! Well i didnt let it damppen our mood :D I remained... HIGH!!!! ONWARDS!!! To our last stop!!! The place where they actually allowed us to wear their high school uniforms!! XDDD Hilarious Photos were taken.. XD There were not enough uniforms for all 6 of us.. so onli me and yuan jin were lucky enough tat day to wear it!!Well the photos... we took... haha!!! when we came out to take the photos... HAhah!!! the room was erm... quite full... and ya... haha!!! i have no idea why.. but .. eyes... were on us.. when we were takin pics.. Haha!!!! Kinda embarrassing too!!!! HahHA!!! And sadly the queue for the ghost house was soooo long~ so... ya.. i didnt get to go in and have a look at their school ghost house... Hey u dun get to see such stuff in s'pore alright!!!

HAHA!!!! REALLI A HAPPY DAY!!!! I WILL DEFINITELY GO NEXT YEAR!!!!! WAIT FOR ME ALL THE HANDSOME EXOTIC MALE SPECIES!!!!!~~~~~~~~~ XDXDXDDDDDDDDD

LOTSA PHOTOS MAN!!!! KEEP A LOOK OUT FOR ME AND YUAN JIN, THE S'PORE TURN JAP GALS FOR 5 MINS!!!

P.S U WANT THE PICTURES>>> LEFT CLICK TO MAKE IT BIGGER THAN CAN RIGHT CLICK TO SAVE IT :D

About You

2008-09-19T12:44:00.007+08:00

ABOUT YOU

每个人在心中的某个角落一定都藏著

带著黑暗阴影的事物

它时时阻挠了你我

让我们无法活得顺心

创造出那样的自我

他人的痛苦难以衡量

要去分担也绝非容易

不过要是有一天

遇见了一个愿意和他坦诚相对的人

我绝不愿意退缩砰然一声巨响

关起了的心扉

可以开启的钥匙如果说早在遥远的过去

已经遗失的话

哪怕是陈腔滥调的言语

或是平凡无奇的表现也没关系

让我听见你说出来

让我产生共鸣

眼睛所看不到的

没有形体的事物

选择去相信

虽然十分教人恐惧

不过如果能做到

那会是一件很美好的事情

令人几乎无法保持清醒

即使在如此灰色的城市正中央

也不要说那算什麼

不要彷佛对一切死了心

无力的笑著好吗

不需要做任何牺牲

就能够把想要的东西

全部弄到手的那种人

你告诉我他在哪里

无论多麼渴望

却再也无法获得

我所失去的憧憬

就在你的手里

砰然一声巨响关起了的心扉

可以开启的钥匙如果说早在遥远的过去

已经遗失的话

哪怕是陈腔滥调的言语

或是平凡无奇的表现也没关系

在没有任何包装的最自然的方式下

让我听见你说出来

不需要做任何牺牲就能够把想要的东西

全部弄到手的那种人

你告诉我他在哪里

无论多麼渴望

却再也无法获得

我所失去的憧憬

就在你的手里

那是如此的耀眼炫目

Lazy... Busy emotions...

2008-09-18T12:41:00.004+08:00

This is the pair of scoks mandie and i bought together.. sadly.. there was no black.. haha!!! yes... the scocks looks WONDERFUL on the MODEL's leg, but hahaha!! I am no model XDD Makes my leg kinda short and fat dosent it? XD Who cares la!I bought it already sia!

Yes! The CHARMING and HANDSOME gentleman sitting over there IS the jap boss of my sis!! O gosh! such a charming GUY!!! HAHAHAHA!!! *SCREAMSSSSS~!!! Hes tan, tall and o so cute!!! haha my sis once told me when she presented a file for her boss to sign, he actually replied wid a .." No, i dowan to sign." O juz imagine if he ever did pouted in tat office! XDDDD SOOOO KAWAIII!!!!! hahaha!!!! A grown man sa jiao sia!!! i wasnt there to see it!!!

Ok... i was suppose to write bout my outing wid my darlin~ mandie on tuesday...I WAANNA GO EAT THE DESERT AGAIN!!!! I WAN THE JAP DESERT!!!! haha shoppin left me exhausted.. lazy to post.. and i have to redo my blog thingy again... so ya.. was kinda sian of look at all the codes.. blah blah blah... ya.. bad news... My tooth HURTS!!! LOL i have to haul my lazy ass off and go to the dentist! And the dentist wasnt even any handsome young guy! LOL =___= he was a ah pei in his mid forties goin fifties i tink.. lol.. MY TEETH HURTS!!!! =___= Then... ya.. i wasted my money on some painkillers tat look juz like panadol>.<

I AM BORED WID ALL MY FANFICS RUNNING OUT.. I NEED MORE STORIES!!!

Xian Xuan...

2008-09-13T00:17:00.003+08:00

Xian xuan.. when u see this post.. Hope u do.. Smart casual.. so that u will look more professional.. Did the scolar ship turns out well?? Dun be mad.. dun be angry... the world still turns.. time wun stop.. Happy holidays.. till the the 15th... and onli then will we meet...~

Hahah!!! i sounds like dedicating a post to my lover isnt it?? XDDD Hahaha!!! Well.. you can consider her so.. but she might not like it XDDD All those i hold dear are my LOVERS!!! XDD O ya~ I'm a HUA XIN DA LUO BO!!! But i dun xi xin yan jiu!! OK MY BABES out there... I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YA~!!!

Snapshot of my life:D

2008-09-12T23:55:00.004+08:00

Arrgh!!! Ive gotten SOOOO much DARKER!!

My mom and sis!! :D

Perparing for the mad walk round da park!

Ok yupp.. no childhood...XDD

Dont they juz look so alike?? :D

My lantersn!! XD

A wonderful nite.. wid my family... i am veri, truly alive onli at nite... Sadly.. My dad didnt wanna join three mad, crazy woman on a moonlight stroll.. ah... wonderful nite.... :D

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2008-09-12T16:16:00.002+08:00

Theres onli how much one can take ... theres onli how much one can tok to a STUPID computer screen. Theres onli how much one can juz ignore tis shit of a post. Coz yes. Its a SHIT of a POST.

Hmmm Continuing If Im a BOY ^_^

2008-09-09T20:02:00.005+08:00

认真的男人最帅 :D

Haha!! Well peeps.. Hmmm I realli thinks i shld be a boy.. somewhr when maybe i was like bout 2-3 mths old... my genes mutated or wad-so-ever XD I became a GIRL!!! Hahaha!!! Well coz i know.. I will and AM capable of being a charming guy XDDDD HAHAHA yaya all those readin will faint upon seeing this XP haha Anyway.. Hmm If im a guy... Gosh! I will still NOT play basketball.. I definitely dun like tat sport.. Hmmm maybe erm.. I might go karate.. or eh..go KUNG FU!!!! MUHAHAHA!!! 'O I WILL PROTECT U!' Now AWWW... Arent that juz sweet~??? HAHA XDD Hmmm now now.. maybe my hobby can be.. COOKING XDD haha!!! I LOVE SWEETS AND CHOCOLATES AND DESERTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Hey! Which means i wun starve even if my Mom isnt around at home kay!

OK Enough of tat! I WAN MY BOY TO BE A TELENTED MUSICIAN!!! XDDD Hahaha ok I've always wanted to bloee the saxaphone.. the type like a tube and mostly u will hear them in jazz background music?? Haha Ooooo how sexy they sound~~ Awww~ Hmm i dun mind playing the oriental music either XD Like er.. the chinese di zi?? They sound wonderful!

Hmmm ok.. i know.. my post lately have been... er.. like a gal fallin in love or wants to fall in love talkin bout how she wans her guy to be like.. blah blah so on so on.. Haha but NO! U got it WRONG! Its juz tat i've been listening to Diana Krall: The Look Of Love Haha Ive been repeating listening to it like .. I lost count of them .. anyway.. Too many times... to get into the mood to behave like a girl pinning for love waiting for LOVE, O LOVE! To come and find her.. BUT! NO!! THAT IS DEFINITELY NOT THE CASE FOR ME!! DONT EVER GET THE WRONG IDEA!!! Haiz..

I juz like those love songs ok! Awww how touching they are... awww soo romantic... Grrr... suddendly im feeling cold~ whoa! My arm hairs are standing!! =x

Hehe anyway... Im juz bored la.. OOO or maybe i can go write a story uh? Haha I can write those stories on guys being wounded and then they get rescued by a girl or... maybe a guy! XPP Then o their LOVE blossom...~ Awww.. Hmmm maybe things would have change by then.. haha!! Haha Too bad la.. i had better stop daydreamin of being a guy man... Sadly im having a girl body.. so which means im stuck being a girl... If i ever change into a lesbian or ever deveolp the idea of changing my body to become a guy, my mom will faint~ XD haha!!! No la! It wun happen! XP

Haha Well then i will hope that my next life i will be a handsome tall and er.. sporty and musically talented guy! XP

What If...

2008-09-08T12:40:00.009+08:00

What if I am a boy?? Hmm.. Now that is definitely an interesting topic.. Maybe by then at this age i would have been... 1) An ah beng...
2)A nerd.. veri clever?? haha cclever ar...

Anyway... If i had been a boy... what would i be like?? Let me think.. Might be eh... handsome?? XDD Tall, tan.., haha i muz be goos in sports!! And haha well lets see... Hmmm my personality might be er.. veri gentlemanly?? Veri polite Well mannered then! Haha!!! Hmmm O! I know! i can be er.. veri creative too!! Artistic even!! XDD haha!!! Haha!! Wad girls definitely like!!! XDD

Hmmm as for the ah beng kind ar... O.o... Hmmm veri punkish?? eh.. ok.. i dun think i can ever be rude to the point of saying $#)&#( everytime i open my mouth.. but maybe juz rebellious?? Skip a few lesson now and then?? Eh nope i think i prefer staying healthy at this age.. so no smoke.. But hmmm fights?? Haha!!! Well hmm if im a handsome boy.. and ppl decides they dont like me.. Well i cant help it if they decides to mess wid me right?? Hahah!! XDD Ok! so.. hmm i may be a quiet boy this time round.. Haha!! Dosent girls juz gravitates towards guys who looks so cool especially if they are the quiet who dosent talk much but still o so handsome type?? XDD
haha!!! okok!!! i know.. ppl i know wad u are all thinking bout!! This will never happen right now XP Haha!! Maybe my next life ok! ^_^ This is all bout 'WAD IFs' la!! Haha!!

Well but I'm quiet sure.. I will still be a handsome guy! If im to be a guy thats is... Haha XDD

O! handsome!!!

夜晚的风。。。

2008-09-06T23:33:00.004+08:00

星期六，本来窝在家中。。。但是星期六嘛！哈哈还是出门去了，去了suntec... shop 了不到一下。。没钱，什么都没兴趣。。没钱啊。。。人没钱，连shopping 也没心情了。。。然后开始做白梦。。。想啊想。。。想起了むくろ哈哈读得懂就恭喜你吧！真聪明XD 哈哈想了一大堆，想啊想。。如果。。我会有一天遇到他。。。。
哈哈有点长，那我就不告诉你啦！XD 着‘夜晚的风’就留给我自己吧！XD哈哈！！

冰雨

我是在等待一个女孩
还是在等待沉沦苦海
一段情默默灌溉
没有人去管花谢花开
无法肯定的爱左右摇摆
只好把心酸往深心里塞　　
我是在等待你的回来 (嗯)
难道只换回一句活该
一个人静静发呆
两个人却有不同无奈　　
好好的一份爱啊怎么会慢慢变坏
冷冷的冰雨在脸上胡乱的拍　
暖暖的眼泪跟寒雨混成一块
眼前的色彩忽然被掩盖　　
你的影子无情在身边徘徊
你就像一个刽子手把我出卖　
我的心彷佛被剌刀狠狠地宰
悬崖上的爱谁会愿意接受最痛的意外
我是在等待你的回来 (嗯)
难道只换回一句活该
一个人静静发呆
两个人却有不同无奈　　
好好的一份爱啊怎么会慢慢变坏
冷冷的冰雨在脸上胡乱的拍　
暖暖的眼泪跟寒雨混成一块
眼前的色彩忽然被掩盖　　
你的影子无情在身边徘徊
你就像一个刽子手把我出卖　
我的心彷佛被剌刀狠狠地宰
悬崖上的爱谁会愿意接受最痛的意外
冷冷的冰雨在脸上胡乱的拍　
暖暖的眼泪跟寒雨混成一块
眼前的色彩忽然被掩盖　　
你的影子无情在身边徘徊
你就像一个刽子手把我出卖　
我的心彷佛被剌刀狠狠地宰
悬崖上的爱谁会敢去采
还是愿意接受最痛的意外
最爱的女孩
悬崖上的爱谁会敢去采
还是愿意接受最痛的意外
最爱的女孩

冰雨歌手：刘德华

Dreams~

2008-09-06T12:42:00.002+08:00

Ok dears~ Hmm... friday.. was a busy day... i managed to lost all my music files... clear a whole profile and yupp... i lost all my favourite websites!!!!!! then i went to Vivo to window shopping wid agape~ Haha yupp 2 crazy gals for a wild nite out AGAIN~~~~ Anyway.. We didnt do anything illegal or... ... haha NVM!!!! Well ya.. i still spend money.. i bought useless stuffs AGAIN~~~ ant help it.. realli.. i mean awww i juz wanna buy something!!!!! Ok.. anyway.. i slept quite late.. woke up late today too.. And ya.. i got a funny dream... Hmmm i seems to have lotsa funny dreams...

I was dreaming bout.. cute lil' hitsugaya... Well amanda says that TDDR will be coming out in september... so... er... well.. I dreamt that i was rushing to a certian store to grabb the newest DVD of TDDR!!! Then... HAHA!!! Using all my auntie abilites.. and shoving squeezing thru the crowds... I FINALLY GOT THE DVD!!!! YES!!!!! So i RUSHED to pay for it... Juz then... something on the Disc caught my eye... ITS ACTUALLY A MUSIC DVD!!!! WAD THE HELLL!!!!!!!!!! Then... haha the dream change scene.. haha it change to a gal.. dunno who being er.. kidnapped by a crocodile!!! haha!!!!

Queen Mandie - Part 3 (continuing)

2008-09-04T16:52:00.003+08:00

The princess got off the back of the amazing black stallion and stood there right beside him. "Thank you for sending me here Black. How can I ever repay you for your kindness??" She beamed.
'Awww shucks! U neednt thank me mam'.. Your ability to appreciates my beauty exceeds any form of thanks! Now juz make sure U can win back my master's heart! Hes a dumb one tat guy! Good Luck!'
"Alright! I'll need it & I will see you again!" The princess started entered the grand castle of the extremely wide hallways laid with velvet red carpets. The high curtains and banners hung over and decorated the majestic building. She hurriedly strode in her high heels towards the spiral staircase, which she assumed would lead her to the highest part of the tower. 'I must hurry!' she thought.
'huff.. huff... why are the stairs soo long!!!' mandie thought in fustrations. So she continued on climbing up the never ending stairs to rescue the man of her dreams... Prince Jiajia!!

The spiral staircase seemed never ending. Each step she took forward, it seemed there would be more appearing at the other end. Until finally after a tedious, and arduous journey up the flight of stairs to the highest castle, drained of almost all her energy, barged through the first door she saw...

Any ideas u might wanna give me for wad Queen Mandie may see when she rushes up the castle??

Random....

2008-09-04T15:57:00.002+08:00

The waiting & the anticipation tires his heart. Words not spoken enough, feelings not conveyed through , but all that could be done was to believe & wait... And where would this bring them to?

Putting up a facade,a strong front meant nothing but an act. His soul will always be blank, his eyes emotionless.. And the flame in his heart that was waiting is slowly wavering...

Truth sits upon the lips of dying man.

Yes.. all random.. y? U ask.. coz i spend the whole day doin my blog? Lookin at the computer screen for like 8 hours straight?? The answer is.. No. Its.. juz... Random :D

Ren-kun Went to Play Tennis!!!

2008-09-03T21:58:00.002+08:00

Haha yupp udated a lot of post today... but ya.. was too tired and lazy to post a few days ago..
Heres a short one.. i Went to play tennise wid Azmi, Victor and Xuanbing!!! ok.. Azmi is the Teacher for today!!!!!
Well..me and XB went there to try try out nia... haha!!!! Er.. We learn how to serve.. the back hand.. Well i wasnt too keen on tennis.. but XB was like ALL hyped up!! well u see... u juz palyed volleyball YESTERDAY!!!!
Anyway.... From 11 plus to 2.. We managed to get the hang of tennis... Able i mean.. onli ABLE.. to serve.. and hah!!!
Got hit by a few balls instead of hitiing them... HAHA... Trust me.. Getting hit by tennis ball... espcially Azmi's.. HURTS~ OWWW~!!!!! Ok i mean he didnt mean it.. but It hurts!!!
ok.. Anyway.. my hand is like... SUAN!!!! hand arms.. i cant lift it... i take up the chopsticks... like old granny liddat... cannot even hold properly!!! HAHAHA!!!!!

LOL!!!!!
okok.. I AM GANNA WATCH MY CONSTANTINE!!! KEANU REEVES~!!!! OH!!! HERE I COME~~~!!!! WAIT FOR ME~~~~~~~~~

2/9/08 2nd of september

2008-09-03T21:03:00.004+08:00

Xuan bing & Me!!!!!

Eleanor~~~ i see U eating XDD

One side is actually chicken soup and the other is some hot and spicy soup...

Kiatkeng & Melvin doin weird stuff again.. OOpes!! I cant see u Jiale!!

Eleanor & FRANNY!!!! MISS YA!!!!! XDDD

2nd of september... was the FIRST EVER CLASS OUTING OF HLM GP01 OF 2008!!!!!

WHHOOOO~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We went to sentosa!!!!

YoYOYOYO!!!!

The sky was clear~ There was no rain, no sun~ Hah!!! NO SUN!!!!! Great Weather!!!!! Well Xuan Bing didnt wanna go too early .. so we went there like 1 plus.. two kuku gals.. dunno how to buy tickets to get to sentosa!!! HAHAA Two laughing idiots!!!! Anyway.. somehow or the other.. the cashier.. or well i have no idea wad to call her... managed to understand us.. and yupp we manage to get to sentosa.. MONORAIL ONLI!!! yupp.. something happened on the monorail... we... didnt know.. there was like onli 3 stops... to the 'whole' train ride.. we took all the way to beach station... then ya.. till there we like 'huh?? tis is the last stop??!!! Whr is palawan beach!!!!' tooo embarrassed to ask for help.. we decided to get down.. then think of something.. The moment we got out.. we saw.... 'BUS TO PAlAWAN BEACH, QUEUE HERE' =_______= kuku rite??!!!! DOTS!!!!! anyway... we queued up... hmmm after 5 mins of waiting... the tram came... U would think tat our kuku-ness will end there rite??? Well U R WRONG!!! We queued up for the wrong tram!!!! Tat tram was going to SILOSO BEACH!!!!! It was dammm embarrassing... realli.. seeing all the ppl goin past u while u r like somehwr in the middle of the queue squeezing yrself to give the rest of the ppl u to pass through... DUMB... rite?? DUMB!!!!

Haha ok.. so we managed.. to get into the correct queue this time and safely got to palawan beach.... ok we called up and ask whr the rest of the gang are... well the conversation went like tis...

XuanBing-XB Me-M

XB was using the phone.. i was lookin at the map... 'O! So U all at the white white patch?? Veri near the end of the beach.. The left side??'

'......'

'........................................................'

'............................................................................................................'

sometime and a few more phonecallls later...

'Aiyah i calll yr Victor to go and find u 2 la!'

~Ends~

Well help came quickly... for the were LIKE ONLI A FEW METERS AWAY!!! THE 'WHITE PATCH" WAS ACTUALLY A FEW BIG TENTS!!!!!!!!

Well upon reachin there.. We were forced to play volleyball.. At first.. we got nothing to do.. went to build a pathetic excuse of a sandcastle... a mound.. actually... no spade no pail.. hah!! Fiza even went to say.. 'Hey we go make friends wid tat lil' gal over there la! Then we take her stuffs!! Later when tat lil' gal cries.. Her mummy will ask' where is yr toys??!! ' She will reply' Mummy!! The big sisters over there took it away.' LOL rite??

Ok lame... anyway.. we abondon the 'sandcastle' after we decided it was a lost cause... And yupp.. Volleyball-ed the whole aft.. from like 2 plus to 4 plus.. then ya..we stopped.. went to the sea and blow blow wind... its realli nice~ although there is like dark clouds... but no rain... And being bored.. Daniel, me, XB and lester... decided to play cards while the rest went to bath... ya.. a Heart-attack... well its realli a loong story.. lets skip tat ... Nxt... ya.. we got onto the monorail.. And TOOK PHOTOS ON IT!!!! hmmmit havent like got to me yet.. but yupp once i got it, it would be up here!!!!! XDDD

For now.. u will juz have to bear wid the pic of XB and Me... XPPPP

After tat we splited up... i went to have steamboat wid my 07 sec 4 class... haha!! ALL on the same day!!! Actually my sec 4 class also wanna go sentosa.. but lotsa ppl couldnt make it in the morn and aft.. some still studying or workin.. so cancelled!! Thankgoodenss actuallly or i will realli hav to split myself... Haha XD

Ok... the onli thing i can say bout the steamboat dinner.. ----- HOT, STUFFY and the toilet realli SUX!!!!!! U have no idea!!! Although i onli got a glimpse of it.. OMG Unidentified Dried vomit or Laosai... All over the toilet bowl.. ... and u are onli taking a break.. later still wanna continue eating.. but saw the toilet bowl liao.. U will lose all appetite... D: Ok.. haha enuf of that!!!

NOW PICTURES!!!!!!

The first one whr u see 2 HUGE HEAD.. is taken on the BEACH!!! The rest are Steamboat dinner!!!!

Finally got home at bout 10:45 pm smelling all stinky and sweaty.... imagine the sweat, the sand.. the sea water plus the smell of the steamboat wid the smoke~~~ waaa... sorry to those who stood near me on the squeezt mrt and bus!!! SORRY!!!!

2008-09-03T20:14:00.003+08:00

HAHA THANKS A MILLION BOON!!! THANK YR FRIEND FOR ME TOO!!!! I COULD ACTUALLY CHANGE MY PATHETIC PIECE OF A BLOG!!! HAHA!!! SEE HOW NICE IT IS NOW?? O_______O WOOOAAAA~~ RITE??!!! HAHA ALL THANKS TO U MY DARLIN!!! O AND I ONLI USE DARLIN / DEAR ON CERTIAN PPL.. SPECIAL PPL... ^__^ HAPPY DAY TO YOU ALL!!!

To my dear dear Amanda~

2008-09-03T19:10:00.003+08:00

My dearest apologies amnada.. so many thanks i had not said... Like tat time i asked for yr help on changing the language on my com, asking you to help me wid my idiotic blog.. , and ya.. i got like loads of times i bothered u when you are busy... sometimes you juz wanna be left alone and haha i was always there to disturb you!

Well juz wanna say thanks and that i didnt forget wad u've helped me with.. juz tat i had forgotten my manners and ya.. I'm realli sorry!!!

Ok you muz be wondering wad in the world am i thinking when you are reading this right? Coz .. i was reading the newspaper and it was article bout ppl juz forgotten how to say the simplest 'Thank you' and "sorry' in our daily lives.. welll i made tat mistake and ya.. yr efforts paid off its not onli a give and i take with no returns.. er... ok.. craps.. haha no idea why i am suddenly writing this .. muz be due to itching hands and a veri bored, uncreative mind~

Lalalalala~~~~~~~~~ DOTS ME!!!!!!

Well amanda dear, if you happen to take the time and read through this paragraph... My friend who happens to have read Queen Mandie.. says tat Part 2 was a bit short and boring as theres no climax and she wanted to know at least how the prince's lover would look like.. so if you got the time and are up to it.. a little changes will be appreciated..

Well and ya... how are you!!! Its been wad like onli 2 days since we like met up.. but it seems like years to me!! ok tis is the face u muz be giving rite now... =_____= right?? Haha okok... no more crappings... Miss ya!!!!!

P.S Help needed on the description on the Prince's lover... complains on no descriptions of 'him'

TDDR

2008-08-29T22:34:00.005+08:00

AMANDA!!!!! U MUZ U MUZ U MUZ U MUZ U MUZ INFORM ME WHEN TDDR COMES OUT!! I WILL IMMEDIATELY RUSH OUT AND SHOW THE CROWD MY AUNTIE ABILITIES!!!! ROAR~!!!!!! OMG!!! THE O SO KAWAII HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO!!!! AND I CANT HELP BUT THINK BOUT KUCHIKI BYAKUYA TOOO!!!! XDDDDDDDDD O MY TIAN AR!!!! HELP ME PLS!!! TAT I WUN FAINT!!!

2008-08-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't I ever learn?
I've lost all my trust,though
I've surely tried to turn it around
Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your embrace
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now, don't let it closeI'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away from turning it around
Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better placeI tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don't break me downI want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place

By Within Temptation, All I Need

AWWWW Muz be all these songs tat get to me.. ahah!!! makes me soo lonely!!! wanna cry~ hahah!!!

Need Love

2008-08-29T21:58:00.005+08:00

Desperado, why dont you come to your senses?

You been out ridin fences for so long now

Oh, youre a hard oneI know that you got your reasons

These things that are pleasin you

Can hurt you somehow

Don you draw the queen of diamonds, boy

Shell beat you if shes able

You know the queen of heats is always your best bet

Now it seems to me, some fine things

Have been laid upon your table

But you only want the ones that you cant get

Desperado, oh, you aint gettin no youger

Your pain and your hunger, theyre drivin you home

And freedom, oh freedom well, thats just some people talkin

Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Dont your feet get cold in the winter time?

The sky wont snow and the sun wont shine

Its hard to tell the night time from the day

Youre loosin all your highs and lows

Aint it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why dont you come to your senses?

Come down from your fences, open the gate

It may be rainin, but theres a rainbow above you

You better let somebody love you, before its too late

Desperado by The Eagles

Im waiting~ haha!! XDDD well ya.. nice lyric aint it?? So.. dun.. dun walk in this world alone... ...Hang on to all my swinging singles friends!! HAng On!!!

TeACH ME

2008-08-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

Teach me how to love

Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl i'm so lost

Teach me how to love

How i can get my emotions in involved

Teach me, show me how to love

Show me the way to surrender my heart, girl i'm so lost

Teach me how to love

How i can get my emotions involved

Teach me how to love... ..

Feel sorry for those who have a heart but lost it somehow.. Living but yet not Realli living haha LOL me right??!! XD HAHA I WANT LAVI!!!!!!!!! OMG HES SOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!! ok.. ya.. im going crazy~ haha well i need my boy~

Queen Mandie - Part 2!!

2008-08-28T00:02:00.004+08:00

ok dears.. to those who are waiting... Queen Mandie part 2 is up!

princess mandie was shocked and stunned. this oh-so-handsome prince jia jia that she admired everyday when he passed by her kingdom of candie is actually asking her to be his GIRLFRIEND??? in gleeful joy, she smiled brightly and exclaimed, "yes!"
aww... now look at this wonderful scene.. arent they soo sweet and romantic?? So every story need a little love triangle dont they?? so.. here came a jealous lover.. of the prince!! He barged into the room and seperates them!! (take note.. Its a HE!)
O_________O
princess mandie stood there stunned when her new beloved was suddenly taken away! she ran out the door and chased after them but they were too fast... and she just stood there helplessly and started sniffing! oh noz!
Fear not! For help is always nearby! so when the prince's horse heard the cry of princess mandie... It galloped to her side! And surprisingly... it can talk!!
IT CAN TALK???
princess mandie turned around to see a beautiful black horse right beside her! she asked "hello there. what do you want? =____=;; not food cause now's not the right time..."
stamping the ground~ the horse ask princess mandie..' do u think im graceful?'
mandie: well.. if your stamping around is usually your way of moving around... then sadly i don't think so. but if you stand still, you look almost heavenly, beyond just gracefulness!
Upon hearing that.. The stallion was soo OVERJOYED!! He nighed and reared up! Showing off his beauty to the lady who knows beauty when she sees one.. so..: 'Dear lady! Since you have such GOOD taste , Im most willing to help you!'
mandie: SERIOUS??? thank you mister great stallion! wad is your name? i will be very happy if you could help me find your master back.. we need to talk things out! >< *starts to stroke the horse's mane and smiles*

'Hmm veri comfortable.. well everyone calls me.. Black the Great! juz call me Black. (Winks at mandie) soo my dear lady.. u searching for my master? I have totally no idea!!"
mandie: Black? That's a nice name.. *Smiles*.. oh.. how come you don't know where he's disappeared? and anyways.. in that case, lets search for him together Black? *continues to stroke his pretty black mane*
'O~ Coz he like to get lost now and then... well he sint realli as clever as u think he is ya know? Of couse I AM much better than he is.. i can swim, can gallop at 10 miles an hr! and O! Im handsome arent i? *Winks at Mandie again.
Mandie: why yes *pauses & smiles* yes you are *continuously strokes his silky black mane* and well, what is he like? tell me more!
' Hah! Hes a clumsy oaf, likes to picks flower.. and O! He juz love the flowers on yr plantation!

mandie: *LOL!* i see i see.. that's nice to hear. what flower does he likes the most??
' Hmmm I heard him mumbled something bout as blue as the sky, lips as red as blood.. O! Something bout a smell he cant forgets.. but well i dont realli like flowers.. so i dunno .. flowers don suit my image u know?
Mandie: hahahaha i can see that. you have a very masculine image. flowers will ruin it! *smiles and pauses for a moment* well.. would you like to come along and help me find prince jia jia?? (and making prince jia jia sound so gay. LOL. interest in flowers xD like some florist inspired to be maaaan hahahaha.)

( Haha hes suppose to be err.. gentle type de ma) 'Sure! So hop on my dear Im sure We'll be able to catch up wid them veri fast! Im a fast runner after all!"
mandie: oh thank you Black! you've been so wonderful! *pulls herself up onto Black's smooth back and prepares to 'fly like the wind' on the back of this majestic horse* and very well, show me how fast you can go!

And so they went at the Speed of Light! WHOOSH! Soon they were at the castle where the prince was being held! Up at the highest of all towers!

A crazy nite out!!!

2008-08-27T23:39:00.004+08:00

Haha!! i went out.. wid a crazy gal.. now wad do u think would happen when two carzy gals went out together?? A disater!!! We spend half an hour trying to find each other a different exits.. shes at A when im at B, when im at B, shes at A. Hide and seek never was never tat fun! LOL anyway.. we decided.. to go for a pedicure.. ok two gong gong ppl walk in there.. knowing nothing at all and have totally no idea wad they were in for.. so.. ya.. choosing of A nail colour.. practically took us 20 mins.. haha!!! ok.. tat totally pisses the 2 sales lady out.. haha!!! and we sat there like for.. erm another 20 mins?? haha!!! yupp parctically half the nite was wasted.. it was bout 9.30 when we have our nails done..the face on the lady was 'go go! go as fast as u can!!' Cant wait for us to get out of the shop XDD so.. after tat.. my agape.. partner for the nite.. charmed a chicken chop guy and send him flying up into the ninth heavens~ ahah!!!so we went back to PS.. ok.. we were back there coz.. most of the shops have closed down.. and suddenly we saw a crowd.. a crowd at 9.45 isnt wad u see everyday.. being the typical singaporeans... we obviously went and joined in the fun :D haha!!! A BODY SHOP SALE!!! ok.. Girls wad.. being vain is wad girls are ma.. so.. erm.. haha!! bought 5 bottles of body lotin.. haha!!! ok la.. small bottles de la.. at least not that bad lo! well a happy nite for me!! Cept.. i tink one of the scent i tried was too strong for my nose.. and i cant stop sneezing!!! ATCHOOO!!!!~

Hitomi-Ren:D

2008-08-27T17:57:00.006+08:00

OK hihi!! Ppl out there reading tis realli boring blog right now.. Nice to meet ya all.. erm.. im realli bored.. so tis is why.. im crapping here.. anyway.. bear wid me..
Im the owner of this blog.. 秋は夢を見る-mirriors of memories- anyway.. er.. well .. im a gal.. in case u havent guessed it yet.. and er.. veri veri normal one in fact i could juz blend right into the wall behind u and u couldnt know.
So.. well to juz to introduce myself to tis bloggin world.. im a gal.. wh0 realli realli realli thinks a lot about friends.. haha!! Actually My World revolves around them and My Family onli.. realli.. My world is patch up like puzzle pieces.. full of images of my friends my family.. and ya.. maybe some cute little pictures of my Pig.. ok.. so.. er..
Friends out there.. and those realli close to me.. i may seems a little(understatement) posssesive, jealous and O soo irritating. but ya.. i will onli do tis.. (pointing to the above) onli to those i considered truly my friend. so haha!!! If U R SUFFOCATING Right now being overwhelmed by MY LOVE then too bad! U cant back out NOW!!! ITS TOO LATE! Too late~ :D anyway..im a jealous and possesive taurus so hah! Mess wid me? O.o DEAL WID MY HORNS!!! XDDD
OK~ heres.. who a little list of my friends..
1) My EX wife of 3 years... BOON BOON!!!
2) Shun Xia - Kasumi-san!!!!
3) my 宝贝!! Xuan Bing!!!
4)Dear dear Amanda!!! Queen Mandie!!! XDD

Ok so tats is currently the list right now.. im juz too lazy to write anymore.. haha!! so imagine pieces of their pictures snap shots of the time we have together all patch up .. forms my world!! Colourful arent they? ^^ haha theres more~ but right now.. they are the closest to wad i have.. eh.. and dun get me wrong.. I AM NOT A LESBIAN!!! oO! and i not onli have tis world.. i have other 'dimension' of it! haha!! 'Tat' other dimansion of it.. i shall not reveal about anything yet XP BB!!! see ya all tonite!!

p.s oopes!! im suppose to start learning my jap language .. but.. haha!!! im BORED!!! give me a handsome jap teacher some day and i will soo willing to listen to his lesson~ XDDD

Queen Mandie-part 1

2008-08-27T01:05:00.004+08:00

It all started a long long time ago~

theres a gal called mandie and a prince called jia jia..
o prince jia jia will go riding on his big black stallion past tis little town called mandie's candies..
and mandie will always stop all her work and wave at prince jia jia...
den one day... prince jia jia took a detour and passed by mandie's candies plantation center. he saw all the delicious candies that mandie "planted!" and he stopped to eat one..
'hmm wad colourful candies..i wonder if i should juz try one...'
so he 'pluck ' one out and pop it into his mouth...
"NO!" mandie yelled as she entered thru the plantation door. "Dun eat that! Its not edible candy." mandie panicked and she ran to prince jia jia's side. "are u okay??"
'ugh!' and jia jia fainted..the last thing he saw before he fainted was a beautiful gal wid long black hair running towards him...
the big black stallion came just nice at that time and mandie picked prince jia jia up with a lot of effort and put him on the horse's back. she rode on the horse to a candy hospital.
soon prince jia jia was wakin up... 'where am i?' then when he was shifting he felt someone lying near to him.. lookin down he saw mandie..
the most beautiful lady he ever saw!!!
mandie's eyes were starting to open den suddenly startled in shock by prince jia jia. she stared in return and wondered wad to say for a moment. "Eh, right, are you alright??"
too shocked for words.. jia jia can onli gap at mandie.. eyes wid big hearts popping out and started drooling~
mandie gave the "=______=" expression. she went "errr... hello..?" she waved at him with her hands wondering what was with prince jia jia. "are you feeling better??"
'ah! will u be my girlfriend?!!!! U R juz the type i like!!!' still wid hearts popping out of his eyes and drooling like a dog who had found a big juicy bone.

2008-08-26T23:20:00.004+08:00

aiyo... such small stuffs... u still go ji jiao for wad?? haha!!! ex or no ex.. still 3 years le ma.. haha!!! jealous ?? ppl out there?? dun be la.. juz go grab one near to u make a ROM cert on a foolscape paper or waste paper also can.. sign sign and... viola! U both are now.. legally married!!! in the eyes of the 'TIAN' haha!!!! wan divorce also the same way!! cept u have and extra dramatic scene to do.. Tearing up the ROM paper nia XDD
Hahah u shy shy?? aiyo.. see i soo caring... haha!!! ohohoho!!! i soo caring~